Drawing clOse..

25th Dec,commemorate the birth of Jesus, 7.12pm, rainning.

I wanted to express myself so much but I have no clue how to kick start....

Talking to the Moon

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

when will that be?

Fourty mins past 7, 0n bus no. 5 heading home. The world seems falling hard on me. I look upon the sky and glance at the moon that trying so hard to shine but the dark sky just cover it all up, stealing all the limelight. Thats excatly how i felt now.

First time ranting about my work on blog which i din knew it would come so soon. Is definately not much of a good sign. 2 months of work but it felt like 2 years, trying to find a point to justify. All i could remember is negative comments, trying hard to pacify vendors, boss,clients and internal creative team. I hate those diginity so much that it eats up everthing within me.

I start to doubt myself so much not knowing what's wrong. That's sound kinda sad, i know. Looking at those commuters ard me and i wonder, wonder wonder..

When my tears almost fall, you almost reflect on my mind. Maybe u r the only one left in the world who think i'm smart in a way or another.

Work just sucks so much tt i wish i get chock by drinking bubble tea during work.
Guess what now. I just missed my bus by looking at it driving pass me. L.i.f.e

First post on e go via mobile. Bye!

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you & I both

The start of Nov

Not that I realised while flipping through the calendar

Neither do I saw the date on my watch

Only to realised when the cold wind blow

I could also smell the rain almost every night

hoping to bring myself into deep sleep.

I yearn for a table surrounded by friends with good food.

Praying for friends with a safe year end trip

My heart pound a sec faster when I see a blue icon box pop up from the right,

indicating your name.

We are all pretenders, pretending to be happy until we forgot if sadness was even in us.

PS.

To believe what I've heard from your mouth.

To sense my belonging within your eyes

Please say I do

the lies & the truth

lies n truth were bathing by the river and when they were done, lies secretly took truth beautiful clothes and put it on.and ever since everyone loves beautiful lies and despise the naked truth. So do I ?

有时，我也想不通

I guess certain things shouldn't be taken too serious and I was just too serious about it.
101% effort should be given but I was at my loss; devoted to some other shit.

wake up, live my life.

22 lessons learnt up to date.

1)Passion is what keeps you going

2)It is more blessed to give than to receive.

3)A real friend is one who walks in when the whole world walks out and one who sees the tears behind your smile.

4)Life is not a fair game played, get used to it.

5)Life is not just about finding love, getting married, having kids and getting old. Is about defining happiness with the person who matters most to you.

6)You made me realise how beautiful the world was back then and how I breathe for a purpose.

7)I live up to my integrity, not allowing anyone to take my pride away.

8)There are just times I smile, pretend everything's ok, hold back my tears and walk away. Just get used to it.

9)I turn my sadness into gratitude even thou you took my life away.

10)It's better to try and fail rather than fail to try.

11)No one plan to fail but often fail to plan.

12)Laughter is the shortest distance between you and me.

13)Being not thankful is an act of theft

14)Propose to your partner only when you are able to place him/her above anything.

15)William Shakespeare says I wish you well and so I take my leave,I Pray you know me when we meet again.

16)Whatever I promise you, I remembered clearly bcos I don't give empty promises and never will I. Is just that you leave me with no chance to fulfil.

17)There is always some madness in love and there is also always some reason in madness.

18)It is not length of life, but depth of life.

19)Music doesn't lie.

20) A strong memory doesn't always means good.

21)Lao Tzu says being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

22)Keep that faith always.

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first aid myths debunked

I thought this could be kinda useful in our everyday life so I wanted to share it here. cheers!

Myth #1 : Burns
Treat a burn or a scald with butter, mayonnaise, toothpaste or ice.

Expert advice
Not only is it unhygienic, the chemicals in the food substances may increase pain and cause infection.

Solution : Gradually cool the affected area by running tap water over it.

Myth #2: Bruise
Rub a hard boiled egg over a bruise to ease blood circulation.

Expert advice
"The friction can cause even more internal bleeding."

Solution: Apply an ice pack over the bruise to reduce internal bleeding.

Myth #3: Fainted
Place onion or garlic under the nose to revive a person who has fainted.

Expert advice
"This has no recorded medical benefit for this."

Solution : One usually faints because of insufficient blood flow to the brain. Lay the victim face up and raise his legs to increase blood flow to the brain.

Happy birthday mum ♥

Choose you - Jer's chOrds

I will choose to love you, yeahh
Even though I wanna stay mad
Even though I wanna get angry
Though it may be easier to walk away
I will choose to stay & love you

Love is just so beautiful
sometimes it takes work
And the ones you love
At times can leave you so hurt

下雨了吗?

A cool weather doesn't just mean that it's all about sleeping in .. also to pamper myself with some good songs. To me , good songs are beautifully written,able to capture the rhythm and most importantly, it triggers my emotion and convey what the singer is trying to express. I enjoy listening to sad love song that might get you traumatised. Okkkk. I admit, I'm a sicko and a saddist. what to do ? I just appreciated such songs and am always amazed by the gift that is credited to the songs writer. 3 cheers to 梁静茹, she's awesome!
*可是女人 爱是她的灵魂 她可以奉献一生 为她所爱的人*

Superstar - Jer chOrds

Long ago and oh so far away
I fell in love with you before the second show
Your guitar, it sounds so sweet and clear
But you're not really here
It's just the radio

Don't you remember you told me you loved me baby
You said you'd be coming back this way again baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby, oh, baby, I love you I really do

Loneliness is a such a sad affair
And I can hardly wait to be with you again

What to say to make you come again
Come back to me again
And play your sad guitar

跳痛

痛很深 伤很重
我的疑问总是不断复诵

听不懂 想不通
你的回答永远都在跳痛

别再说 别再碰
过去种种已经变成反讽

我是云 你是风
我们是不和谐的两个tone

''Time proves everything''

Does time proves everything

If it is.. why am I not born much earlier

Allowing me to redefine what's what and what's not

1o months, 5 years, a decade

does it mean the longer it is, the better it gets

so how does a 3.14 mins of love songs stays in your heart forever?

To make believe of what I've seen

To accept what I've heard

I hate it so much you wouldn't know.

To feel emotionally different

Can I trust that feeling

Intangible or tangible

Would you leave me with a choice?

It seems like a monkey bars

I've got no choice but to let go of my hand and move on

I couldn't move on smoothly all these years

I fall hard, real hard.

Jer - 1.56am

Current playing: 伯乐 - 林宥嘉

。。。。

恭喜你， 找到您的幸福。

我除了祝福， 还是祝福。

背影

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇

你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影

有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影

躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇

我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意

插曲

每一个人的生命过程中都有一首插曲
对我而言，它带着无数快乐与伤心的回忆

进几天来，生为全職的 couch potato, 我
追看着一系列的戲劇, 无意然听到我所谓的 ‘我的插曲‘
双眼对这萤幕， 看着剧情但脑海却浮现了我的回忆画面。

短短几年的回忆， 一个人， 一首插曲。
仿佛就像我二十一年来， 活着， 存在的意义。

Mariage d'Amour - Jer's chOrds

你说呢?

幸福就是无忧无虑简简单单和喜欢的人吃饭， 散步，有说有笑，那怕是短短的一分钟。

八月三十一日

The 'J' book

I couldn't see any lighting or storm cloud but I sure I could smell the rain and hear the rustling noise. Tonight's gonna be a good night to catch up some good sleep. It's forty mins past 3am, I'm certain I'm deprived of sleep but reluctant to move the cursor to the bottom left corner and call it a day.Not the usual night where I will attach the ear pieces to my ears and getting the addiction watching drama but to only start flipping through and fro at those pages of dimension 95mm x 171mm for the past 60 mins while enjoying the strong breeze that hits on my face.

I've gotten a little organiser from someone tonight as I need one quite badly.Is been for the longest times I ever felt I eventually exist somewhere. I really appreciate the little things and thoughts when someone remember what I've said/done. This is definitely something not the rich can buy because the purpose for the organiser is not just any one of the kind. It serves as a huge encouragement and a great push to my morale before anything else.

To be frank, I have no clue what to pen down or how to begin. No one plan to fail, but often fail to plan. I knew u might have heard it a million times as much as I do but very often we get stuck somewhere and start heading aimlessly without a goal. This little book/organiser which I name it the J's book. (*.<) shall constantly remind myself to be organise every now and then and most importantly ~work the smart way.

Time checked: 4.20am

Currently playing: 真实-张惠美

Dreamless night

谢谢你

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谈情说案， 真是一部很棒的戏。
很多物理理论虽然听的优柔寡断但我还是看得出神入化。
当中让我很有感触是女主角说的一段话。

我每天都像行尸走肉体似的
我宴食难安
我满脑子都想着你
我控制不了我自己

你知不知道有一天我站在马路边
我不冲出去， 我想被车撞倒
我就可以什么也不管， 什么也别想

你知不知道我为了你做了很多很傻的事

你体会过吗?

It's August

I thought I lost the ability to think or maybe the clutters ards me jumbles up all my thoughts.
It's already August 10 and all I could remember are times when I fear. How did the songwriter wrote such beautiful lyrics? How did the words you've said get down so deeply in my thoughts ? Why did ppl invest their emotion wholeheartedly with no returns ?

A entry here to update my status when I wish to recall few years down the road.
I finally did a career switch and landed myself somewhere I haven never thought of.
During these times, I could only see the digits gets lesser and lesser each time I visit the ATM as times drew nearer, I could do nothing but to get down on my keens and pray for a little hope. I have ppl who offer to buy me a meal seeing me in this pathetic state.. I'll never forget how nice the foods taste. I'm someone who doesn't like to own anyone any favour be it a meal so if I accept it, you're not just anyone else to me.

8 more days to another chapter of mine. My goal is to retire by 32 years old..or maybe I wouldn't sae retire but achieve financial freedom. 2 tips here for everyone reading this.

1) Climbing a corporate ladder doesn't help u achieve your finical freedom but oni self actualisation or self achievement.

2) Do not work for money instead let money work for you.

I'm hopping to pump in more informational to make each entry of my post more beneficial beside just my same old boring story yea.

Jer - 5.12am

Current Playing : Shanice - Fall For You

this Friday better than that

We have always been looking toward Friday, don't we? and what exactly makes a good Friday?
Having a late night out letting your hair down ? indulge in some sinful foods and a glass of Saratoga? Midnight movies? For me, I wanna dine in at our fav. ''zi cha'' kopitiam and watch those ppl I like eating at the same table with me drinking ice lemon tea.

yllis

I used to see hope on myself through that pair of beautiful eyes of yours. I smile to myself real silly for the ten thousand times thinking that everything stays the same; only to realise that u look at anyone else in that manner too. I smile again at myself for once more thinking I'm really silly.A fool indeed. Only to realised you've changed and everything revolves around you changes as well including me.

To enter the room feeling so unfamiliar with almost everything I could remember at the back of my mind makes me feel lost when I'm left alone.

jer-4.57am

Current playing: Katy Perry - Teenage dreams

Die fast or live your life splendidly

I'm upset , would you care ?

Life still goes on...

Till death do us apart.even then, I will still stick by you. ='(

11-8-2010

Having fought with the z monster for the past 36 hours. I finally succumb to it and again, made believe I ain't young no more. I'm so freaking tired, especially mentally bombarded with loads of information and marketing jargon. One more. Just one more and all my effort will be well paid off. Is should all be worthwhile. right? Attainment of more personal value of "freedom", "self fulfillment" will all starts kicking in. No dramatization but just a Slice of Life yeah.

Not having slept for the past 36hrs. I need one badly like right now before the last dash. yes now pls.

love you way you lie

I'm gonna like this cover version.

dream a little dream of me

A series of nightmare leads me to ask myself '' is this for real'' the next day I struggle to open my eyes. The pain was so extreme that I closed my eyes a couple of times hoping all these was just a dream. Indeed, those scene was never alive but how could I have felt it so deeply.

There's isn't any monsters, neither is there any disasters nor violent,but to see myself letting go of someone who means the world to me to somebody else; ppl whom I'm familiar with moving further away from me. Thou I've been through it but the fear never subside and I'm becoming more caution than before. Hell's is never scary but emotional torture by losing someone is gonna be worst than that. I assure you that for I've taste that being with you is the closest place next to heaven. So what now.

As the sayings goes '' dreams are opposite from reality''. What says you?
I believe based on scientific theory that too much thoughts in the day make dreams happened but I have no idea how it turn out to be this bad, or maybe all these will come soon one day ;(

丁当-你为什麽说谎

Photoshoot @ 4am-7am w/ pert

Skypark with Skyjuice

Just the way you are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

Fireworks

The could disperse, the sun set down and eventually the sky tum dark.
We waited patiently leading to the curiosity of every children. Slowly, everyone built up the anxiety waiting for the city to be light up.

The long anticipated parade end and is time for us to retreat. I reflect upon the ashes left in the sky leaving behind some sort of emotional that the silence brings in. Its shows how beautiful yet short a love story was. How anxiously it is awaited, how much it is loved, how entangled the fire and colors are, and yet how very short lived and soon forgotten it all was. That was probably my story but unforgettable one.

A day better than the others

a game u call it a quit. Game Over.

I'm officially out of this so call game that eventually I have no guts at all to lose it. U told me it was all a game but perhaps I couldn't get the obvious hint, that was real naive of me. By having too much hope, even is a little; thought you will wake u and realise that your words aren't just words to me. it's an emotional investment...with no return. sadly.

-IMissYouTheSecondYouTurnYourBackOnMe-WhatSaysYou-

stop

That moment, I thought you meant what you promised, that was silly of me.
I felt the look in your eyes only to force myself to step back. That was how weak I am.
Hearing something that kills me inside but having to act like I don't care.
I'm not what you think or how I appear to be.
It kicks so hard, it breaks my bones and It cut so deep that it hits my soul

I thought it was a blessing but I've been keeping my head down.
To realised that I'm fighting with the tears in my eyes and leaving it to dry
Only to says is ok with a swollen eyes.
I been climbing and hoping things would change
The sky turn grey and washes all the progress away.

I'm tired of apologising to the whole world. May everything put to an end.

BYE

Get to You - Jer chOrds

So close to midnight
Under the streetlights
Leaving behind what I don’t need

I’ve walked like a blind man
and my eyes are open
And You are the only place for me

Won’t you hold on just for a while
Please don’t give up on me tonight

Coz I’m on my way
I chased the day
Yeah I’ll keep running all night

I just won’t rest to catch my breath
I will run every red light

To get to you
No I will get to you
No I will get to you

I’ll chase past the tail lights

Head for the skyline

Hoping that, that won’t change your faith

I see them appearing
The cracks in the pavement
Running I pray I’m not too late

Won’t you hold just for a while

Please ,Please don’t give up on me tonight

Consumer Reports will not recommend Apple iPhone 4

Reuters - Tuesday, July 13SendIM StoryPrint.SAN FRANCISCO - Consumer Reports said it cannot recommend Apple's iPhone 4 to buyers after tests confirmed the device's well-publicized reception glitches.

It added that that AT&T Inc, the exclusive mobile phone carrier for the iPhone 4, was not necessarily the main culprit.

The influential nonprofit organization, which publishes guides on everything from cars to TVs, said in a report released on Monday that it also tested other phones -- including the iPhone 3GS and Palm Pre -- and found none had the signal-loss problems of Apple's latest iPhone.

The report was the latest blow to the iPhone 4, which sold 1.7 million units in its first three days on the market but has been plagued by complaints of poor reception. Many of the complaints involve a wraparound antenna whose signal strength is said to be affected if touched in a certain way.

Kaufman Bros analyst Shaw Wu said he was surprised by the stance that Consumer Reports took on the new iPhone. Wu noted that the group's recommendations are used as a guide by many consumers.

"Consumer reports is a respected publication. This could have an impact on iPhone sales," Wu said.

Apple shares were down 1 percent at $257.06 on Monday afternoon on the Nasdaq.

The company has been sued by iPhone customers in at least three complaints related to antenna problems.

"When your finger or hand touches a spot on the phone's lower left side -- an easy thing, especially for lefties -- the signal can significantly degrade enough to cause you to lose your connection altogether if you're in an area with a weak signal," contributor Mike Gikas said in a report on the Consumer Reports website.

"Our findings call into question the recent claim by Apple that the iPhone 4's signal-strength issues were largely an optical illusion caused by faulty software that 'mistakenly displays 2 more bars than it should for a given signal strength,'" Gikas said.

Apple did not respond to a request for comment.

Gikas recommended covering the gap in the wraparound antenna with duct tape or some other non-conductive material.

Apple has said almost any cellphone will suffer a loss of signal if held in certain ways. It said later it had discovered a software glitch that overstates signal strength, though it did not directly address concerns about the antenna with that admission.

On the flip side, Consumer Reports said the iPhone scored high on other testing grounds such as battery life, sharp display and high-quality video camera.

However, Gikas said the signal problem was the reason the iPhone 4 would not be classified as a "recommended" device in its smartphone ratings.

LIFE

I like this so much so that I decided to ''kope'' from my friend blog! Moreover, I did give u a credit by leaving the comment ''cool''. In case u didn't know who was it , yea , is me ! ; ) cheers !

Take Life by the Horns

Step 1
Write down five things that you want to accomplish in life. Plan to start working towards one immediately.

Step 2
Jott down three things that you always wanted to do but were afraid to try. Figure out what is making you hesitant.

Step 3
Sing in the shower. Don't worry if anyone else hears you.

Step 4
Wake up early. Benjamin Franklin claimed waking up early makes a man "healthy, wealthy and wise." Life will pass you by if you sleep in late. Get up, get out and get moving.

Step 5
Don't waste valuable time. Use every spare minute you can find. Learn a new language while standing in line or commuting to work. Read a book while waiting at the doctor's office.

Step 6
See the ocean, mountains or some other form of nature. Our perspective on life changes for the better when we take some time to appreciate nature's beauty.

Step 7
Call up an old friend or relative you lost contact with just to say "hello." Take life by the horns by not living in the past. Don't let old disagreements ruin your future chance at friendship.

Step 8
Don't live your life with regrets. Tackle whatever it is that you've always wanted to do whether it is writing a novel, climbing a mountain or visiting Europe.

Step 9
Embrace each day and make each moment count.

Cheers readers..

put me in thoughts

Is that all predetermined ?
I guess life is a mixture of choice, chance in whichever circumstances.
Contradict one another?
Maybe that is one of the miracles in life but then I strongly believe I create my own destiny.

God took a friend of mine with him, leaving all memories behind...
The impact left on me was overwhelmed thou I barley talk to him...
Another girl whom just turn into a lady left the world on a bike accident as well.
I'm sure that they will be fine in god hands.

A few days later, their FB wall is flooded with ''misses, loves..etc''
Pardon me but I felt we should express ourselves to one another while we are still around more than anything. I haven't seen anyone who says ''cherish while you have it '' and at the same time, living up to those words even myself ! how uh ?...tsk
Remeber the last time your mum called and you answered : WHAT ! ><

Even if I shouldn't say it ... I wanna let you know how I felt.
mydear, youhavenotleftmeeversince..loveyou.

you will always be you

I'm so scared of breaking it but you let it bend

I see .. Somehow it is cut so much, deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up and believe is love.

I've got no choice but to let you be
so let me be and I'll set you free

I am in misery but there ain't no other
Who can comfort me? Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me and so do your everything

you really got me bad and please let me have you back
I'm gonna get you back

Say your faith is shaken and you may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused, so far away from you
I'm getting here, doesnt matter where I have to go

Why do you do what you do to me, why won't you answer me?

两年了。。