A series of nightmare leads me to ask myself '' is this for real'' the next day I struggle to open my eyes. The pain was so extreme that I closed my eyes a couple of times hoping all these was just a dream. Indeed, those scene was never alive but how could I have felt it so deeply.
There's isn't any monsters, neither is there any disasters nor violent,but to see myself letting go of someone who means the world to me to somebody else; ppl whom I'm familiar with moving further away from me. Thou I've been through it but the fear never subside and I'm becoming more caution than before. Hell's is never scary but emotional torture by losing someone is gonna be worst than that. I assure you that for I've taste that being with you is the closest place next to heaven. So what now.
As the sayings goes '' dreams are opposite from reality''. What says you?
I believe based on scientific theory that too much thoughts in the day make dreams happened but I have no idea how it turn out to be this bad, or maybe all these will come soon one day ;(
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