did I mention I've a passion for cooking too ?

It been some times back since I put on my apron; apart from meggie mee, the most recent dish I've cooked is fried rice which is almost half a year ago -.-''. Have no idea where my mood came from thus I decided to do up egg croissant for brunch & mango pudding for dessert @ night =)

下雨了吗?

身旁的朋友不开心,我感受到了。。
可能体会不到吧, 因为事情并没发生在我身上所以我也不多说。
但今晚的我心情很差， 我也说不上来。

事情往往无法控制，可能这就是所谓人生的考验吧!
09，10 年没差， 日子一久的过。。
人人都有了新目标， 钻大钱， 升值 等等。。嗨!

今年的生日愿望没许因为它辜负了我一次在一个简单的愿望!!
今天， 我就在相信你多一次!

小妹我希望身旁的人think simple, 保持开心。。常常记得运动，身体健康。

晚安了朋友s，

雨伞在我这。。

Moment - 12.12am

Condition : Weary
Mood : Equanimous
Itune : Syndicate by The Fray
Noise : Fan
Book on hand : Executive Charisma by D.A.Benton
Weather : Cold
Temperature : 20 degree
Smell : Perfume
What's on mind : 雨过天晴，怎么不见彩虹 ?

Receding

Is it end December already? That's fast..Phew, thank god I'm alive with mine limbs attached ;)
It reminds me of the tendency or how I yearn for the secs to tick faster so I could get out of sillypore. However, all this doesn't seem to be a priority, at lease at this point of time. To get my feets back on the ground; retrieving how ambitious I am 3 years ago is what tt has been differing from me but it does'nt matter too, loaded with too much stuff , how ambitious can I gets?

Without knowing, I kinda cultivate some kinda laziness inside me for being stuck in my previous company for a period of times. I gonna admit I'm getting more lazy & it's my current biggest enemy!

2009 will slip under our noses and fall right in 2010 in just another 2 days.
I’m ending the 2009 on a note of uncertainty: an unknown territory, an unexplored terrain.
Perhaps I'm just being apprehensive or rather there is a sense of foreboding....I'm bewildered.

It’s all gonna be exciting, isn't it? I just hope it won’t change me too much.
My new year’s resolution is probably to hang on to my soul...maybe ?
This turbulent creature is called transition & I’ll just have to wait till its tumbling waves wash me ashore.....Meanwhile, what I'll do is just hang on tight to my oars.

Simple

Born with mild intellectual disability (MID), slow in learning and often gullible, 19-year-old Shan Shan is an innocent and friendly girl. Like any teenager, Shan Shan is going through a coming of age, yearning for a special someone.... I was watching this show on channel U an hr ago...

Very often we heard, including myself who once says tt happiness, is being content with watever you have or gets. It’s being able to appreciate what you have and bah bah bah .. don't you get enough of the life philosophy saying or quotes?! I'm getting sick of it every now and then ..

How can human ever be contented in terms of the beans in their pockets, the clothing in the wardrobe, the cars in the garage or rather putting being materialism aside .. how about the expectations in relationships between mankind? you just keep asking for the better when it is already good enough , isn't it ? Crap !
Being appreciative ? Few decades ago, water is so precious thus now we are told to appreciate water but when water is just so damn easy to come by to our generations , how do we change our mentally overnight ?!

Prolly after watching the show ... happiness is perhaps being simple, think simple.. at least to me.
Not complex , not unfolded or entangled; uncombined, not compounded; not blended with something else, not complicated.

Think Simple , Be Simple

Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert - Jer chOrds

Hey, slow it down

whataya want from me Whataya want from me

Yeah I’m afraid

whataya want from me Whataya want from me

There might have been a time

And I would give myself away

Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn

But now, here we are

so whataya want from me Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out

Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

Hey, whataya want from me Whataya want from me

Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see) that baby you’re beautiful

And it’s nothing wrong with you (nothing wrong with you)

It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah) but thanks for lovin’ me

Cause you’re doing it perfectly (it perfectly)

There might have been a time

When I would let you step away

I wouldn’t even try

But I think you could save my life

Happy Boxing Day !

Christmas Gift

The venue might not be a favorite rendezvous for everyone for there's nothing much we can do.Nonetheless,am sincerely pleased & glad that my buddys folk out their time and spread the laughter esp Ms popular, Pp. ;) Perhaps to me, I'm not specifically celebrating x'mas but is more of staying close in contact with my buddys ;) ... Again , anxiety & excitements raised as e ticking of clock sound tt drew the time nearer...

I read a book few days back and came across this author who uses the 80/20 business rules & he relate into life...happiness.It says .. 80% of your happiness comes from 20% from your times and I have no reason not to agree! The greatest gift I received all year round perhaps is the time whoever have given me & vice versa.

Thanks everyone for this gift that I'm always receiving it.. ;)

Merry Christmas'09

To make viture out of necessity

I loiter around in a daze at Raffles Quay ...My soul is nowhere, am very quiet which anyone will tell you is unusual for me . I'm preoccupied, completely engrossed in thought or rather I'm lost and lost the ability to arrange them. For the first time I felt myself being VERY indecisive, irrational & impulsive.

That very moment I stepped out from that door , the world collapse on me. I felt exactly like a piece of shit or even worst than that.. It scared the shit out of me , uncertainty and ambiguity lead to such a extend that the sense of fear overcome me. After all, I'm not that brave and daring but a plain Coward & I gonna admit it.


This's gonna be a really big turning point in my life... am I really up to it ?!
Sometimes I asked myself if I'm asking for a Bang & Oulfsen over SONY ?
Am I a self-motivator or a demotivator seeking challenger ?!
Who and what exactly am I .. I thought I know myself to a certain extend but one snobbish women came right up to my face indirectly tell me that I sux . For a moment, I thought so but I realised you sux as much as I do.. I felt shameful for you that you had such low EQ given your designation.

I'm disappointed for a lot of different things and ppl. Tonight, I just feel like a wall has fallen on me and even though I know I'm strong enough to move, I feel paralyzed. Maybe I ask too much. Maybe I think, for just this one time, things will be or end differently. Maybe, after all of the fighting, I'm wrong. Maybe all of this, isn't worth fighting for, at all.

At this point in time,I need to take a deep breath and get a balanced view of the situation so that I'm able to face the challenges ahead. Damn that women again for making me a laughing stock. Laugh for all you want for I'm not afraid b'cos when u laugh, I learnt and your integrity is proven.

When u most wanted mi outta this game , sorry but I'M GAME FOR IT !

Shawty, 23 Dec'09

Shawty's journey continue...

365 days later,apparently... my blog survived and so do I.

Growing with each struggle, fear and pain no matter big or small..crying my eyes out when smth depressed the shit out from me...
Staying close with my folks who are able to make my day even when we sip coffee while silent comes in, there isn't any kind of embarrassment.
Getting home everyday looking at Fibi wag her tail gives me a sense of comfort.

If I could handle relationship decisions from giving my all to a firm no, going from financial stable close to broke in the shortest time period imaginable, job change, putting my feets into an expensive hobby, screwing up stuff which I don have the intention to plus random personal losses...I could handle anything, anywhere, right?

Say ''I do''

I Rather - Jer chOrds

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else

I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself

I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

Wendy's is back @ lau pa sat

When will it be A&W ? :/

Singapore's top ten most-searched terms

1. Singapore Budget 2009
2. Ris Low (BOOMZ)
3. Facebook
4. Ming Yi ( Oh you mean the monk who lead a lavish lifestyle ! holy crap )
5. Singapore Pools (Thats the way sillyporeans , Huat Ar!)
6. AWARE (Are you aware ?)
7. F1 Singapore
8.Singapore Airlines and Travel Agencies (True colours of sillyporeans)
9.MacDonald's (i'm lurvin it! craving for supper all year round)
10. Jamie Yeo (Gossips not to be missed!)

Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want

ROM photoshoOt

I received my first paycheck thru photOgraphy ....

pre-exams convo

Feng : ah jer , I think I'm sick ...

Jer : u don gei siao la !

Feng : Haa! I'm feeling feverish and stomach pain and nausea..cold feets and cold palms..blurringg visson..I think might be h1n1 beta version.

Jer : seriouslyyyy..tml i shall see how jialat are u , better find ways to hide your rosy cheeks.. faster go mug la..

Feng : Haaa! serious man , I'm loading kopi less milk outside my house now , gonna mug till 2am..sibei sian , owaz get this sysptoms whenever I don feel confident for my exam.

Jer : LOL... when did u ever felt confident taking exams ? kopi less milk ? u at some kopitiam or atas starbucks?

Feng : Hahah, kopitiam leh

Jer : gei siao again ! must be watching some soccer , man u or liverpool ar ?! or some re-run channel 8 kuku show ?

Feng : go see the mms I sent u , now walking home liao ..

Jer : I saw it la .. damn bo liao leh but is your style sia ! faster mug la and give mi a call if u encounter diff, don act h1n1 anymore cos nobody will believe you -.-

His mms to me ... damn lame -.- and for your info , he is my class rep.

P/s : Best of luck to my mates for tmr paper !

Accounting ! I gonna get over u ..awwwwwww @.@

an ni si bo ?

Come some of the Hokkien convo in MSN.

Jer : hoh seh .. meet gui diam ?
Jer : 12 diam arh , SI booo
Pen : wa 1 diam la
Pen : 12 diam ka za liao
Jer : arbo ... jiak za eh dinner lo ?hoh bo ?
Jer : gong...... 5 diam la , ai mai ?
Jer : jiak ga 7, 8 diam , wo ai teng chu tuk chey leh
Pen : hoh seh lo
Pert : so mia zai gui diam? (dreaming away -.-)
Jer : aiya .. wo ai koon liao la
Jer : wa lang mia zai sms la
Jer : jiak simi mia zai gong uh
Pert : so 5 ?
Jer : awww.. ni diam diam meng
Pen : HAHAHAHAA

Nice one buddys... ;)

放不下

你好嗎　你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長

是不是　還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上

要堅強　我常常對著鏡子裏的人大聲講

雖然說　孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰

MSN上太多的路人甲

偶爾你也該上來說說話

想著你的溫柔　想著你的模樣　我放不下

都說過了再見　我們各自飛翔　各自長大

抱緊愛會掙扎　放開愛會心慌　神也很忙

到底要實現哪個願望離開你　那麼傻　可以後悔嗎

風很大　怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼

我很棒　一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮

每一天　發生的事情我都好想要跟你講

愛很怪　什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒

心裡最深的牽掛越想遺忘越不能忘

Good Life By One Republic (Jer chOrds)

Apologise, All the right move, Secret and now present you GOOD LIFE ! AWESOME SONG !

Woke up in London yesterday

Found myself in the city near Piccadilly

Don't really know how I got here

I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know

Address to places like Abbey Road

Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want

We're young enough to say

Oh this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life A good, good life

To my friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We all got our stories but please tell me-e-e-e

What there is to complain about

When you're happy like a fool

Let it take you over When everything is out

You gotta take it in

Hopelessly I feel like there might be something that I'll miss

Hopelessly I feel like the window closes oh so quick

Hopelessly I'm taking a mental picture of you now

'Cuz hopelessly The hope is we have so much to feel good about

Let's Just Fall In Love Again by Jason Castro (Jer chOrds)

Well fall disgustingly fast

And well stop hanging out with friends

And they'll be so offended

And I wanna fall in love with you again

I don't have t o try, Its so easy

Who needs to pretend?

Everyday, a surprise...

shOts @ Orchard - X'Mas Lighting part 1

Hope

I've lost the ability to think, to re-org my stuff and to pen down my thoughts...
Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness. ~Alfred Nobel
Recently, I've been hoping for the best yet preparing for the worst.
Fear and hope are somehow, inseparable and this moment I feel like giving up hope so I could feel much better...perhaps?

Anyway, before I end this entry..
Here is a birthday wishes from Sillypore to Grace ,happy 21st b'day & I hope you have a blast in brissy ! May the sweetest things fall right before your eyes ! loves =)

Meteor ShOwer

7 yrs ago, I encountered a couples of shooting star, I made a wish and it came true.
Few sec ago, I stood by the balcony & witness e meteor shower...

Will my simple wish come true ?

说谎 - 林宥嘉

別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難有些事情就不要拆穿

我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊

它帶你來　騙我說渴望的有可能有希望

La Roux - Not Your Toy

She's awesome ...!

5 degrees Celsius - 4.53am

Is 25 degrees Celsius in Sillypore yet it felt just like 5 degrees Celsius, at least to me .

Am giving some love to fibi who felt really cold where she start to snuggled under e blanket, she deserve some hugssss..

I miss a sec ago, an hr ago, yesterday and the day before yesterday.
Suddenly time doesn't seem like an luxury item to me , but a threat to me..It's scary..

Random thoughts on mind which I have to answer to it, just confuse me if you are unable to convince me pls... I'm dead tired..

Jer - Insecurity

Photo-shoot for Ryan @ Orchard Central

More photos @ FB

Never Knew I Needed by Ne-yo (Jer chOrds)

Moment - 1.08 am

Condition : NIL
Mood : NIL
Itune : NIL
Noise : NIL
Book on hand : NIL
Weather : NIL
Temperature : NIL
Smell : NIL
What's on mind : I'M GIVING UP MY FUGING LIFE!

Sunset @ my doOr step ..

Shots @ Tiong Bahru

Favorite Girl By Justin Bieber (Jer chOrds)

Love that voice of this song ?

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Tah da ...HE is only 15yrs old....

Family?

It's only a noun in my dictionary but meaning undefined.

What's a family ?

What does it mean ?

What's a kinship ?

What does it do ?

How does the same blood type related ?

How issit measure that it is thicker than water ?

When I turn to them , they decided to push me aside ...

When the world start collapsing on me, they watch me die...

it leave another scar on me once again..

Shortest days, longest nights = Winter

It whispers through the trees; it whistles, like a soft breath & each rain drop felt like hammers in miniature.
The cold wind blows & goes e natural essence of the rain. It clam me down a little perhaps.
The streets are wet almost every morning, umbrellas are seen everywhere & ppl are in their windbreaker.

It signal that Winter is here and so does the approaching festive season...
Am anticipating X'mas yet I feared upon hearing the tickling sound of the clock.
The secs passes so fast tt I'm reluctant to turn in early every night for another day is gone..just like tt.hah
I woke up, looked into e mirror, forcefully rubbed my eye like corpse looking asking myself : wassup for today ? awww..
Keeping my finger cross, minimize the disappointment toward everyone esp myself...

Could I ask for ..a little luck ?

black or white ? where's the line drawn ..

Pretty upset today b'cos of some distorted convo I encountered ...
Am playing the role of bad guy for I'm not able to stand firm on my point of view & speak up !
It remind me again that I'm such a coward, but think again, I doesn't want my opinion to cause any dispute to our relationship. you guys are great, but sadly, I cant stand along with u ppl blindly. I got to be brave & stand up for whom I think I should.
I could have salvage him or rather the whole situation, yet I allowed peers pressure to climb over me. damn! this shouldn't be the way... ;(

Thanks J.Lo for this sms (it gives me lotsa encouragement) :
Cheer up. Proud of u that u're able to stand by ur judgements. That's a gift, don lose it ;-)

No matter what price I'll be paying,I felt that there's a need to speak up for u... and I will..

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. ~ Mark Twain

If there's little lOve, I would proudly wanna announce it...
If there's little kindness , I sincerely wanna say thanks....
If there's little knowledge , I thank you for sharing....
If there's little help somewhere , my heartfelt appreciation goes to you ppl...

Woke up unwilling today for I was greeted by the blazing sunshine tt hit on my face...
I'm pissed by the ICA officer who doesn't allow me to apply for my application b'cos I'm unemployed ?!Well ...this seriously doesn't make any sense to me ! What if I currently studying in the day, does it mean I have to sell beer at night! crap ! Oh forget it .. I'll be stuck in sillypore & deny saying the national pledge ! catch me plsss....

Uh .. sorry for ranting, that's not the main purpose of this entry ..

Am grateful to JL for intro me a job lobang thou it doesn't suit me . Thank YOU.
Am grateful for this guy not naming him to protect his identity, for arranging an interview for me with another company in the same industry with much much higher paycheck.Also , thanks for mentioning to offer me money if needed with no obligation la ..
Am also grateful to Xiao bai who employed me to take photos for her sis on the day of ROM. din realised I could earn money so fast by taking photos !haha. Anyway , any interested parties who wanna join me understudy or watever .. u're most welcome ! Chances are realli hard to come by and I have long waited wanted to take such blissful photos... Thank YOU! who appreciate my shots!

I just wanna say thanks thou many will not be reading this.Perhaps just a note to myself that I have ppl who help me along my journey... and I'll rem this for life.

Deserve to or not ?

Look at what my fat & nutti Fibi has done to my Apple earpiece ! hurrr..she BITE & is spoiled now ! & She got awarded by my classmate, a shampoo for this coming x'mas ! wth !

And how dare you give me a black face for me smacking you uh!!

Show me some appreciation for that x'mas gift okie !! mind you !

That's better ! & ... u look really nutti ~ humpf

Need you nOw by Lady Antebellum - Jer chOrds

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

To me it happens all the time

I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

01 Nov 09, 6am

6am , 01 Nov 2009 ...
Time passes so much faster than I can imagine and I'm once being reminded that I'm outta job.Been real busy with school assignment recently that I could hardly breathe & many a times I have no idea how to pull through all these.... take a deep breath, do some planning and to take one step at a time seem to be the only way out..

6am ...coffee is extra good,smell great & laptop screen is bright, painfully bright! Just managed to get one assignment down and there goes another one ! Tme line is drawing near & once again I feel the pressure coming in from all kind of directions.

6am ...right down corner of the screen shown ppl signing in into MSN, it makes me ponder if they have just finished their Halloween party hrs ago ? if they cant get to sleep, or are ready to order some McD breakfast online.. apart from unknown who is working on assignment as well ...I know nth else and is too tired to know anything more.

6am.. I look out to the streets, motorcyclists and driver cut from 1st lane to the 3rd & making ''necessary'' U-Turn on a one way lane.

6am..I heard the cleaner sweeping the floor, car speeding and some birds chirping away.. early bird gets the worms ?

6am .... How many more of 5am 6am keep me in thoughts ?I want no more hearing at my heartbeat at this quiet hour....

6am.. I'm typing nonsense...

Good morning pals..

Moment-1.25am

Condition : Tired
Mood : Uh..good
Itune : Time for miracles by Adam Lambert (soundtrack for movie 2012)
Noise : Cars on the road
Book on hand : Enough for the day
Weather : Extremely coOling
Temperature : 26 degree
Smell : Rain
What's on mind : Toking to you everyday becomes my habits. What's next ?

Lets play at thurday night.

First day of unemployed life

Interviewed on my first day unemployed ... hah , how hardworking am I ! hahah

After which, head to central library for some research on Key Account Management but to no avil after spending hours there...-_-''

Unknown msg me to club very randomly, perhaps I'm in the right mood so there I am.

The night was freaking fun...AW ! Thankfully I was there else I would have missed it all out.

Had a couple of drinks to kick start & meanwhile one bowl of noodles before second round get rolling..

Had a real embarrassing encounter but yet is proven that I'm still worth some value !

I'm secretly very happy deep inside... ''an shuang'' hahahah, hohhoho, hehheehe

Love being intoxication once in a while esp at the right moment as I felt unknown gently touched my face giving me some sort of comfort, chucking all my worries aside...;)

*Unknown wanted unknown to be named unknown

goOdbye colleagues, welcome my friends...

How bless I am to have these awesome colleagues that makes saying goodbye so hard and seriously I hate to say that...There's nothing more I could contribute except leaving some memories and those lame jokes of mine.

Giving a firm hand shake, saying all the best & meanwhile controlling my emotional wasn't easy!

Glistening tears formed in my eyes while it hovered for a moment; just before they fell wetly upon my checks, thank god I'm able to control due to my ego that very moment. Enduring it for any sec & looking through the expression in everyone's eyes is seriously killing me !

I'm sOrry that you guys have done so much to me ! Tot of leaving it quietly so that you guys doesn't have to fork out any moolah but somehow it doesn't work. Trust me for who I'm that I will rem all the goodwill that proposed to me and rem for life.

To my beloved GEN Y colleagues... Sorry that I din leave any gift/card behind for I know we are going to meet up very soon yea! Best of luck to fish & ruru who are preparing for their exam !

Is really been a while since I get so emotional & I hate it but to allowed my tears flow like running tap the moment I read the farewell card a few mins ago...you guys shouldn't done all these ! I look seriously ugly now okie. hahaa

Please take great care ! call me in need, be it happy or sad for I'm just 8 digits away.

I hereby sincerely thank gOd for sending these batch of ppl in my life which I couldn't have ask for more.

*Jansen ! thanks for that 1.80 PPT strawberry milkshake la! we go for photo shoot session soon hokay.

lotsa loves,

Jer 28/10/09

he made you a fool of yourself..my friend

Am I mean to sae you deserve all this? Even if it make me a devil, I'm goanna sae watever that sound harsh upfront on your face. My friend.
Don think a non-pimple face or whatsoever clean boylish look can deceived all the gers..A look from the picture of your so call bf and I knew he wasn't simple and damnit ! how true can that be. Cheated your feeling and now u come crying to me ! I seriously warned you way ahead and yet u choose to turn your head back on me. This moment, you came telling me that I have no idea about the pain you are suffering now?!! Come on ! U simply had no idea when I was pulling myself out whatever hell that I may name. After all , everything is still worthwhile for me, I give my all , my heart as an attribute and in return. How about you ?! got cheated OBVIOUSLY and still pretending away in your damn fantasy land. How can u trust a sillypore aged 20 poly BOY so easily by telling u how much he love you after he met you for a week ?! you must be watching too much fairy tales uh! For goodness sake that that can never be true in reality! Please learn to be more protective and not give in just b'cos he has got that gigolo look. Also, please stop telling me how much u love him for he is not worth your love... If he's a good man, go for it and fight for your happiness no matter what, there's no boundary at all , only bliss if you choose to believe ! Love is blind which I don deny but use your brain pls.. and lastly , stop taking any more blame ....

thou you won be able to see this entry ..I sincerely hope u WAKE UP !

he will get what he deserved to...

Blind by Jason Derulo - Jer chOrds

Never, thought that I'd say,Wished I didn't love you ever since the first date,

when you got close my heart would just stop

thought me and you together will end up on top,

you changed me for better for worse

i know i was caught up always put you first ,

i never once thought you would triflin

but oh i was blinded i was like (oh oh oh)

never want to let you (go go go)

cuhz i was opened before (i was opened before)

but now i knoww that love made me blind

so i coudln't see

all the lies you told were right in front of me

since love made me blind

you made a fool of me

you made it look soo perfect

when it wasnt meant to be

your love made me blind

cuz i, felt ya lips pressed against mine

thought the sweet smell of ur perfume is all mine

I Loved The Way You Screamed my Name

love made me blind

Risk & uncertainty

Countdown : 24 hrs

For I'm a risk taker or airhead ~ oh whatever

Brunch on sunday...

Brunch or rather lunch with my bud on a lazy Sunday afternoon is good...
The topic upfront is always how we make a fool of ourselves or others , we simply laugh and watch the second hand ticks. Food wasn't that nice but you guys perfected it ...

A thumb up for 500 Days of Summer that I watched today. The plot seem so familiar to me that many scenario/memories flash pass my mind throughout the whole show ..
Thou I have yet to get a conclusion of that movie as any impact on myself but I enjoyed the whole movie ;)

Pp : take care & have fun in your biz trip...

By fate or chance ?

Check-list

- Tidy up room , throw lotsa clothing away
- A trip down to ICA
- Swim daily (make full use of maintenance fees)
- Walk Fibi (spend more time with her)
- Get myself tanned
- More photo shoot session alone
- Revision on Acct & chiong for assignment to be done up
- Catch up with friends who have irregular work timing
- Cultivate gOod early sleeping habit
- A book on hand
- Learn to cook more dishes
- Blading once every week
- Start packing & move out anytime!
- and and...eat grass

For I have all the time in the world......

My days are numbered

Is been a week since Andre left, I felt vast, emptiness at the 7 o'clock position from where I'm sitting.
I missed the e-mail sent by him, pertaining to some stupid nonsense shit like wassup in STOMP such as who got bitten in the MRT?!
Which women hit a man in public, all the BOOMZ news in town, he has it all & update me almost every morning.
Also , the extraordinary conversation we had about serious business, political , economics & .... his usual dirty jokes.. haha
Temp staff come and go, Grace & Andre has been one of the best gift I rcv during my journey here...

I'll soon be gone for good .....or worst , I had zilch idea but is definitely worth a gamble.
Hopefully my passion lead me somewhere else & learn to be a better person as each day passby.
There is no one person in the world that fits into all kind of job, I guess I'm seriously not the ingredient to that recipes.

The hard feeling arrvied & I get emotional real easy, I'm cherishing it like it's last.
No more IM, meeting.
No more 1215 - GHOST for lunch. (Carl junior,KFC,MCD,Poeyes,driver,eastlink,CS,TM,jiak fresh, 1.80 chix rice etc)
No more kkj,nnp,gad,wuyyy,hokay,sexperience,dipdip,cheesepie,300m radius, ss, hoohoo,js,nama etc etc
No more 7-11 with JL early morning.
No more washing cup with Shan every morning.
No more pantry shopping

For all the fun & laughter we had , It shall be my responsible to keep it going...

Goodbye & god bless ~

Moment-10.42pm

Condition : @#$%!$
Mood : Sux to the max !
Itune : No Boundaries by Adam Lambert
Noise : the mystery noise u create within me
Book on hand : Accounting - John. R Dyson
Weather : hot & stuffy
Temperature : 36 degree freaking humid
Smell : ......runny nose
What's on mind : Acct sux as much as I do..& wondering if u're ok ?

Like I Always Do by Drew - Jer Chords

You gave me a reason

Told me that I'd always be yours

You are my desire

My heart is so on fire for you

I can't stop loving you, loving you

oh no Cuz I don't wanna end up in your rear view

Wanna be someone you can turn to

Baby, I never wanna lose you

No, there's nothing I won't do

So I'll watch you like a movie

I'll sing you like a song

Read you like a story, If it takes me all night long

Keep you like a secret

Tell you like a joke

It's true, it's true

That I'll love you like I always do

(Love you like I always do)

You are so amazing You stepped in and saved my life

Every time we are together

My time is yours forever

My world is all yours, all yours

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