Receding

Is it end December already? That's fast..Phew, thank god I'm alive with mine limbs attached ;)
It reminds me of the tendency or how I yearn for the secs to tick faster so I could get out of sillypore. However, all this doesn't seem to be a priority, at lease at this point of time. To get my feets back on the ground; retrieving how ambitious I am 3 years ago is what tt has been differing from me but it does'nt matter too, loaded with too much stuff , how ambitious can I gets?

Without knowing, I kinda cultivate some kinda laziness inside me for being stuck in my previous company for a period of times. I gonna admit I'm getting more lazy & it's my current biggest enemy!

2009 will slip under our noses and fall right in 2010 in just another 2 days.
I’m ending the 2009 on a note of uncertainty: an unknown territory, an unexplored terrain.
Perhaps I'm just being apprehensive or rather there is a sense of foreboding....I'm bewildered.

It’s all gonna be exciting, isn't it? I just hope it won’t change me too much.
My new year’s resolution is probably to hang on to my soul...maybe ?
This turbulent creature is called transition & I’ll just have to wait till its tumbling waves wash me ashore.....Meanwhile, what I'll do is just hang on tight to my oars.