Just when I thought I could reach for it, there is certainly something I can't go against..

So much so for being enthusiastic, positive about something that i reckon it will turn out the way I suppose. There is apparently another thing I can't go against or rather I wouldn't go against.

Much effort has been into it but the status was reflected on hold or maybe a full stop? It makes me much depressed that I wouldn't want to start thinking about when the next sun rise would be.

Sigh! well... Walking down the streets, looking at the receipt after I withdrawn some cash. I decided to commit suicide. I bet u never know having no moolah in your pocket is worst than anything else and who says money couldn't buy u happiness! bull shyt! .. Oh ya, back to committing suicide, I diverted my attention by being a shopaholic for the next 4 hours.. I easily spend $80bucks without feeling a thing. uhm..guess I'm serious about dying on that worst path. Couldn't figure out when is the world gonna end... I continue shopping.

Maybe god took a pity on me because nothing else caught my eyes. sigh! Anyway... I have no idea how to express my mood today. I decided to arrange my photos and revamp my room but I ran out of materials just when my engine got heated up. Thanks! -.-'

Anyway... half way done ...