插曲

每一个人的生命过程中都有一首插曲
对我而言，它带着无数快乐与伤心的回忆

进几天来，生为全職的 couch potato, 我
追看着一系列的戲劇, 无意然听到我所谓的 ‘我的插曲‘
双眼对这萤幕， 看着剧情但脑海却浮现了我的回忆画面。

短短几年的回忆， 一个人， 一首插曲。
仿佛就像我二十一年来， 活着， 存在的意义。

Mariage d'Amour - Jer's chOrds

你说呢?

幸福就是无忧无虑简简单单和喜欢的人吃饭， 散步，有说有笑，那怕是短短的一分钟。

八月三十一日

The 'J' book

I couldn't see any lighting or storm cloud but I sure I could smell the rain and hear the rustling noise. Tonight's gonna be a good night to catch up some good sleep. It's forty mins past 3am, I'm certain I'm deprived of sleep but reluctant to move the cursor to the bottom left corner and call it a day.Not the usual night where I will attach the ear pieces to my ears and getting the addiction watching drama but to only start flipping through and fro at those pages of dimension 95mm x 171mm for the past 60 mins while enjoying the strong breeze that hits on my face.

I've gotten a little organiser from someone tonight as I need one quite badly.Is been for the longest times I ever felt I eventually exist somewhere. I really appreciate the little things and thoughts when someone remember what I've said/done. This is definitely something not the rich can buy because the purpose for the organiser is not just any one of the kind. It serves as a huge encouragement and a great push to my morale before anything else.

To be frank, I have no clue what to pen down or how to begin. No one plan to fail, but often fail to plan. I knew u might have heard it a million times as much as I do but very often we get stuck somewhere and start heading aimlessly without a goal. This little book/organiser which I name it the J's book. (*.<) shall constantly remind myself to be organise every now and then and most importantly ~work the smart way.

Time checked: 4.20am

Currently playing: 真实-张惠美

Dreamless night

谢谢你

。

谈情说案， 真是一部很棒的戏。
很多物理理论虽然听的优柔寡断但我还是看得出神入化。
当中让我很有感触是女主角说的一段话。

我每天都像行尸走肉体似的
我宴食难安
我满脑子都想着你
我控制不了我自己

你知不知道有一天我站在马路边
我不冲出去， 我想被车撞倒
我就可以什么也不管， 什么也别想

你知不知道我为了你做了很多很傻的事

你体会过吗?

It's August

I thought I lost the ability to think or maybe the clutters ards me jumbles up all my thoughts.
It's already August 10 and all I could remember are times when I fear. How did the songwriter wrote such beautiful lyrics? How did the words you've said get down so deeply in my thoughts ? Why did ppl invest their emotion wholeheartedly with no returns ?

A entry here to update my status when I wish to recall few years down the road.
I finally did a career switch and landed myself somewhere I haven never thought of.
During these times, I could only see the digits gets lesser and lesser each time I visit the ATM as times drew nearer, I could do nothing but to get down on my keens and pray for a little hope. I have ppl who offer to buy me a meal seeing me in this pathetic state.. I'll never forget how nice the foods taste. I'm someone who doesn't like to own anyone any favour be it a meal so if I accept it, you're not just anyone else to me.

8 more days to another chapter of mine. My goal is to retire by 32 years old..or maybe I wouldn't sae retire but achieve financial freedom. 2 tips here for everyone reading this.

1) Climbing a corporate ladder doesn't help u achieve your finical freedom but oni self actualisation or self achievement.

2) Do not work for money instead let money work for you.

I'm hopping to pump in more informational to make each entry of my post more beneficial beside just my same old boring story yea.

Jer - 5.12am

Current Playing : Shanice - Fall For You

this Friday better than that

We have always been looking toward Friday, don't we? and what exactly makes a good Friday?
Having a late night out letting your hair down ? indulge in some sinful foods and a glass of Saratoga? Midnight movies? For me, I wanna dine in at our fav. ''zi cha'' kopitiam and watch those ppl I like eating at the same table with me drinking ice lemon tea.

yllis

I used to see hope on myself through that pair of beautiful eyes of yours. I smile to myself real silly for the ten thousand times thinking that everything stays the same; only to realise that u look at anyone else in that manner too. I smile again at myself for once more thinking I'm really silly.A fool indeed. Only to realised you've changed and everything revolves around you changes as well including me.

To enter the room feeling so unfamiliar with almost everything I could remember at the back of my mind makes me feel lost when I'm left alone.

jer-4.57am

Current playing: Katy Perry - Teenage dreams

Die fast or live your life splendidly

I'm upset , would you care ?

Life still goes on...

Till death do us apart.even then, I will still stick by you. ='(

11-8-2010

Having fought with the z monster for the past 36 hours. I finally succumb to it and again, made believe I ain't young no more. I'm so freaking tired, especially mentally bombarded with loads of information and marketing jargon. One more. Just one more and all my effort will be well paid off. Is should all be worthwhile. right? Attainment of more personal value of "freedom", "self fulfillment" will all starts kicking in. No dramatization but just a Slice of Life yeah.

Not having slept for the past 36hrs. I need one badly like right now before the last dash. yes now pls.

love you way you lie

I'm gonna like this cover version.

dream a little dream of me

A series of nightmare leads me to ask myself '' is this for real'' the next day I struggle to open my eyes. The pain was so extreme that I closed my eyes a couple of times hoping all these was just a dream. Indeed, those scene was never alive but how could I have felt it so deeply.

There's isn't any monsters, neither is there any disasters nor violent,but to see myself letting go of someone who means the world to me to somebody else; ppl whom I'm familiar with moving further away from me. Thou I've been through it but the fear never subside and I'm becoming more caution than before. Hell's is never scary but emotional torture by losing someone is gonna be worst than that. I assure you that for I've taste that being with you is the closest place next to heaven. So what now.

As the sayings goes '' dreams are opposite from reality''. What says you?
I believe based on scientific theory that too much thoughts in the day make dreams happened but I have no idea how it turn out to be this bad, or maybe all these will come soon one day ;(

丁当-你为什麽说谎

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