gimmie e strength & courage...for I'm standing still

I broke down in tears today at the alley where I use to hide with my hand holding a ciggy on a regular basis.
Enough of this whole damn thing tt I've been enduring for months or perhaps years ....No doubt tt I have been grumbling with anyone whom I met again and again till they get sick of the repetition. The advise I took in sound simple but I simply had too much constraints that's holding me back..

I did not lost my way thus I might not need any advise , maybe... you could give a push on my back and give mi a little courage &...a little support ...

Thanks for that superb dinner that it managed to balance it out a little & pull me back from depression. Not forgetting that 3 cute little socks .. haha~

Jer