You wouldn't know how demoralising it is when u start coughing & ppl started saying ... '' eh eh eh pass to me leh '' kanna together and go BBQ at aloha .
The next min their expression gave way '' stay away from me'' its totally appear to be this way.
I wouldn't point my finger at anyone but appreciate if u keep ur mouth shut & keep clear of me . I think by saying such words pull down your integrity. Seriously what there to brag abt ? I don understand. On the other hands , felt really grateful to lydia, my classmates who keep checking on me to make sure I'm fine.
This is my first time taking initiative to visit a doc since I started coughing badly.
No words could describe the fear & the sense of loss inside me.
What's if my colleagues , my loved one get it from me ?! I couldn't think further but to see a doc immediately. worst is.. what if fibi get it ?! I wouldn't know the symptoms for dog leh ! kaoz!
2.00pm
''eh, how come you are here ?'' I asked surprisingly.
''2 of my camp mates are tested positive today'' Txx said (My colleague)
Orh .. you get in contact with them ? I muttered with my mask on.
''I eat with them and do the same activities with them leh'' He said
That's bad !
We sat down and tok while waiting for our turn,
I entered room 2 & the doc looked at me & pause for a while.
I looked at her very puzzled & she said ''uh''
''cough'' I said breathlessly
Ok , take some cough syrup & more vitamin C .
I walked out of that ''responsible doc'' room less than 2 min.
She din even bother to offer me any MC ..-_-''
It took up almost all my braincells thinking if I should attend school in e ltr part...
Social responsibility ?! does it mean I have got to apply 7 days of my AL & miss my lesson follow by quarantines myself at home ?! Easily , there are 5-10 ppl coughing in my classroom & that include my lecturer , let alone e whole school .. so where are each responsibility ?
I'm just damn not afraid to die ! but keeping me in suspense is even worst then dying !
I take it as a normal cough since doc did not mentioned much.
So what if I realli ''strike toto'' ? will all be too late to be save ?! dummy dumb!
I suspect that I’m one of the suspected suspects after I came in contact with my colleague.
He's now under home quarantines & I overheard his colleague scolding him not socially responsible ! I hope I can give her a tight slap ! --_--''
I laugh, cried, bleed , smile etc etc .. I done it all except watching transformer 2 .. lol
My wish lists will be as followed (Please burn in paper & in express mode please)
-Iphone , of course come with songs la .. arbo install the d/l application even better!
-Maid , babes & hunks
-MJ set
-Candles with aroma .. so i can eat and do spa at the same times .. haha
-Singapore passport .. so i don have difficulty applying visa.
-ciggy ..haha
That's all for the moments.
Last but not lease , I donnoe how it works but I would give it a try by appearing in your dream to provide u with 4 lucky no. to buy !! HUAT AR ! haha
Loves ,
Jer - sign off 23.52pm
------ Keep clear from me-----
*I will keep my cough constraints & cough it internally which I did it for the whole 3hr lesson and toking less than 10 sentences.
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