Its 3.20am on a sunday mOrning & I decided to hit on my blog again ..
30mins ago, smth just depresses the shit out of me..
The clock ticks, apparently I should been snoring away but I have not catch a winks.
Abruptly I'm at the stage of conceptualizing why the contradiction in me.
When & how do smile + pain gets together uh ?
I find myself a complete goof..giving out my all but not at lease some appreciation rcv.
Have you ever thank someone for the memories & realised that memories hurt so much when you know there wont be more to come ? Yes , no , yes , no ?? Ain't that a ironic statement !
Don't ever ask me if I miss you...
Don't ever ask me b'cos even if you did, I will bluff my way out..
Don't stand in my screw up position b'cos you are not me ...
You had zilch idea who u r to me, how impt u r ..
Alright , I'm done - zip it! - Time check : 3.48am
I'm going to get some amber fluid and turn on some nice music for a good sleep. nite!
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