Baby Fibi

* A day to remind myself for the rest of my life.

Urban Pantry

Unfathomable

First quarter of the year is coming to an end, resembling an abyss in depth; so deep as to be unmeasurable. How's the past 3 months to you?

Honestly, I watch myself grow a lot and also being more ingenuously toward every details in my life.Being a dimwitted occasionally , my speech or action may upset a couple of ppl but by the end of the day , I'm glad I'm still managed to make things alright =)

I've learned a lot seriously, to be thankful, grateful and more appreciative.

I only had demand & expectation for myself now, not anyone else.

During the past few months, i stumble a few times and pick it up from there. When I'm down, I don't demand my friends to be there for me , but only myself to fall on. Fortunately , I always have a bunch of friends to lean on , that's is smth beyond expectation and i think they are a godsend to me. Thanks to every1 who appear in my phonebook.

Always be thankful and not grumble over it... is ur attitude that determine all.

On a separate note , i went 测名yesterday. Recommend by a colleague of mine but too my surprise , a couple of friends knew about him too & was told that the interpretation to be 90% accurate.

Master Lum said :

你的名很不错，不需要改。

你的人很值，说一就是一，二就是二。 有时要变通。不过那也是你可爱的地方。

你应该做关于艺术性的东西，会很好。

你这一生满顺利，不会有太大的破浪。

你到那一个公司，都能和老板相处的不错。

。。。。。。。。。。。

uhmm.......what dO you think ?

Weee , I'm ready for JJ concert this sat ! are you ?

This scenary look familiar to you ?- my dear TW colleagues...

ZzZz~~Was sleeping till the sun shine on my butt cos I'm ON LEAVE ! keke
Went to collect my tkt from PP and went Starbucks nua..
Love listening to songs from my mp3 while admiring the scenery & letting my mind drift away
After which , head to school for my last lesson for this semester .^.^
My management assignment result was released & got distinction lei ..mai siao siao !
Still , credit goes to my grp mates ...=)

Oh yea , consider myself super ''heng'' .. met my colleague (Jansen) on my way home .
Wah liew ! on leave lei still must see you ~~ hahaa... after discussion we came to a conclusion - buy 4D ! wahaha... huat ar !

Buffet on the tallest hotel's helipad

Hello ~In case you forget ! I'm here to remind you ppl tt is time to pamper urself n ur loved ones; a great ambience for an extraordinary dinner, personally i think this is value for $$ uh.

On April 4, fly up to the helipad of Swissotel The Stamford to enjoy a Swiss buffet with panoramic views.Highlights of the hotel's Cafe Swiss' third anniversary food promotion - A Swiss Culinary Affair.The grand buffet dinner costs much more affordable at $58++ for adults and $29++ for kids. All diners will get free entry to New Asia club that night.

Ps :Uh.. not sure the food will be flown away by the wind or whatnot.. lolx..but still worth experiencing ! btw , I'm not their promoter hor ! keke

As of today, I'm exactly a year old in TW. I'm in a sense of futility.
I guess I'm features as a ''survivor'' or whatsoever.
One who barley survive with a an invalid's frail body and mind.

Been doing soul searching and reflection recently or probably as and when i feel like it.
I reckon the time is up Up UP ! Thou my own perception of working lifestyle is ever- changing, but my philosophy toward my life do not vacillate. I'm moving..

Do you need to do some soul searching too ? work , relationship , etc ....
Don't ever wait till you are in a sinking ship den only u realised . By then you might find yourself struggling in the big sea and eventually get urself drown.
Now ~ take 10secs , start to ponder....

On the other hand, If you're you on a smooth journey. Come on ! put in a little effort .. I'm sure u ain't stingy but generous enough .. I assure you tt the little effort you goanna put in do wonders as it goes..

eg : Encourage your colleague , takes time out, acc mummy over a dinner , a gd nite msg to friends or loved one.

yep , that's simple ! =)

New Asia

Anyone need to destress, join me for a drink at New Asia Bar this coming Thursday !

Swissotel , The stamford - Helipad

Free free free !!!! Jer will pick up the tab =x

Ikea - Queenway

Marina - Prize Stage

She spent $5 and kiaped this ! heng daO~

A slight hangover from last night , uh..remind me of my days back working in my ex-co.
Michelle & I use to drink lime juice thinking it helps but in fact, on a personal note;it make me feel even more unbearable. haha...aww .. i miss the breakfast set with egg, bread and tea !

Poor Pen & Rb got to work today =(

Is time for ..MJ and supper !

Prata

Maggi Goreng (Mine)

Memories just flow back.....

Ps: Sherine (Classmate) Thanks for inviting me to st James for your bdae party . I'm sorry i got to give it a miss this time round. I hope you enjoy your special day and stay happy always. cheers!

Excessive alcohol & laughter

It was a horrendous yet hilarious night, 4 drunken makes the atmosphere upsurge .
We drank , sang, crap,play and get really drunk esp u , yes is you pen (merlion lor)! wahaaaa
Thou we had countless drinks , we are still sober i guess~ playing photohunt and singing our song away. (multi-task-hahaa)
Old school song, laughter, sharing , complaining ...too much to mentioned but 1 thing i knew is that we made it a great night =) . Iloveyou guys..

I can't think clearly cos i am drunk...
Intoxicated, Inebriation
Love spending luxurious moments within my sub consciousness.
for i need not imagine my worst nightmares and fears,
for i need not think about the possibility of any endings.
Not cos i don't wish to, but cos i can't.

The best part is however, not losing my consciouness but u r there to see me drunk.

*We were so damn drunk ! weeeeeeee >.<'

*photos to be upload soon*

Appreciation

Jer donnoe where to start off.....uhmm...
I was doing my assignment till 3am yesterday & happen to noe Yun, my colleague was online as well..

She is no better than me, both were rushing for assignment...lolx..

This morning ... Yun walk up to me and handle me this (Milo)

She said : 一起加油!

awwww....Ain't her sweet ?!

A table full of appreciation...

A customize calender done by Thomas with my name on, in every month on the calender.
3 very unique magnet given by Pen
Lastly, the ultimate energy-giving Milo by Yun

Finally, sch assignment was complete.Many of my classmates has been complaining abt one another and thus decided to split themselves from their initial grp.
Well , I had no comment over this ; if only you are thinking what I'm thinking.

Hereby, I wanna express my gratitude to my project mates.
It's such a blessed to have Sal & Karen in my group, they are nth but great !
I believe tt we are bound to have friction somewhere down the road but i will not complain/nasty but compromise and be thankful/grateful for who you ppl are ..

P/s : Karen (grp mate), Happy birthday to you , wishing u happiness forever =)

Disagree with a girl

Have you been reading recently ?? I hope so uh...
I came across another interesting article, experience by the author himself & wanna share it here...
The more you should read if you are a guy.

When it comes to starting a conversation, most guys think a man must be "polite", or be nice by not disagreeing with the lady.
Guys like that probably would not dare try talking to women in such public places like the food court, or any other eating place for that matter.That's a flawed thought.

This is one of the places most guys tend to MISS OUT when it comes to meeting ladies.
The women are there - in queues, sitting one table away, sharing seats at the same table as you, etc.But most guys just look, eat and did little else.When you're "in-tune" to the situation, plenty of opportunities for knowing the opposite sex present themselves.

I was queueing to buy a sandwich at a Subway outlet. In front of me was this lady who was ordering her choice of bread and meatball toppings.
The moment she was done ordering, I said to her: "You're sure about your choice? I tried it last week and would never dare order that again."As I said that, I gave her a friendly face but my expression showed confusion at her choice of menu.That got her puzzled and she exclaimed: "Huh, why? That bad ah?"So I teased her by saying: "Too late for you now. The staff is already preparing your sandwich."And she joked right back: "In that case, you better let me eat whatever sandwich you are ordering."

From the conversation, she appeared receptive to chatting with me and a healthy exchange of jolly conversation followed.We proceeded to sit together, and chatted right through our meal. We even traded our contact numbers for a future meet-up.You're probably thinking: "The girl must be a nice person, so chatting her up was easy. It wouldn't be so simple if she was one of those "nasty" types."That may be true. And I have met nasty gals on countless occasions, but that's for another discussion.But think about it - there's NO WAY I would have found out if she was nasty or nice, if I didn't start her chatting in the first place.

The point is, conversations can take on a life of their own when both parties have different viewpoints on the same subject matter.To clarify, good things can happen when you "disagree" with a gal.

Jer's comment : Please do not attempt to try if you are not humours enough, i think it get worse; i know i sound mean but isn't true, ladies.... HAHAA
Well... maybe your silliness attract the ladies ? hence why not give it a shot !

''Flash Your Age''

Ladies..........age are no longer a secret anymore!
The older you are , the more discount u get !! wahahah

Guests who celebrate their birthdays at Shangri-La Hotel, Singapore, will enjoy a dining discount that is equivalent to their current age at all five restaurants - BLU, The Line, Nadaman, Shang Palace and Rose Veranda.

For restaurant reservations, you can call Dining Reservations at 6213 4398.

今天，三月十六号我领悟了，在也不会有明天了。

She's PP

She's PP, the only person who knew about my beautiful dream .

She always give me a big hug when she see me.

She never fail to cheer me up...

She loves food especially junks...

She has that classics laughter.....

She is here.

Ps : uh.. this picture suit your profile perfectly... HAHA

Let's start from here

Giving up, why should I

I've come too far to forget

We're beautiful, we just got lost

Somewhere along the way

So much was missing when you went away

Let's start from here, lose the past

Change our minds, we don't need a finish line

Let's take this chance don't think too deep

Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep

I don't care where we go

Let's start from here

Standing here face to face

A finger on your lips

Don't say a word

don't make a sound

Silence surrounds us now

Even when you were gone

I felt you everywhere

I've never been the one to open up

But you've always been the voice within

The only warmth from my cold heart

我不潇洒 (Friday the 13th)

-unnatural
-restrained
-unconventional

It's still hurt....
At this moments,issit only blessing tt simple ?
Can i renounce the words I've honour ...
In my heart, nth has been laid down..

fake a smile & i sux.

you've got a new message

Jer wanna share the 2 most happier things tt she encounter for the past 24hrs

1)Many of you might have received an e-mail from me last night regarding a yOung man who got killed when e electricity flowed into the cell phone unrestrained. Rem ?

Basically i just wanna pass the message across that cellphone can be V dangerous at times and please be aware of such issue.

I'm sure some ppl may have deleted or forwarded that mail to their loved ones but never did i expect a reply that goes :

Hey Jermine,

Thanks for the life saving info. I have many times used the cell phone while it is still connected to the electrical outlet when charging.

Come to think of it...very scary hor.

Sal ( <----- She's my wonderful classmates! ) 2)I received a sms this morning that goes :

听说早安的祝福，可以带来好运，所以我会努力的把祝福一一送给你，希望所有美好的事件都落在你身上，看着你每一天快乐的笑容！早安！

As I went out to take 5, i decided to forward this greeting msg to a couple of friends...
10sec ltr.....

Pen replied : 早安！

Uh... the appreciation you ppl gave left a touch on my heart , you guys are awesome !

Best Of Me - Daniel Powter (Jer's ChOrds)

gOt a shock out of my life ..
wOKe up at 9am and realised i was really Late LAte LATe LATE for work !
Took a cab down n e journey seem so unfamiliar.
I felt so reluctant going to work. Well , that remind me of my childhood day where i use to cry when i'm late for school and i will scold my mum for not waking me up. duh~
Was listening to Daniel Powter - ''Best of me'' and calmness prevails.

On my way to school, i met my ex-bf. (that was like 10000 yrs ago)
It was rather wired uh.. we use to tok anithing under the sun and now we barley tok less than 3 sentences...the typical ''hi,where r u heading to, bye'' hah..

Strange feeling throughout the whole day and it's definitely not my usual self.

Alright..I'm a goner real soon, gt to rush out 2 assignment and deadline is next week !

* Grace - Hope you are coping well with your studies .. Take care !
* Friends taking exam , hope you guys studies and did your best ! Cheers !

gdnite my dear...

My Bloody Valentine

Is that a theater screen ? looks more like a tv to me .. >.<''
The seat are terribly small and low, 20mis of advert..oh well too much to mentioned...
Uh... just watch ! sHh

I'm writing this entry at Pen's house ,time check-4.30am...
Thxs pal for calling me out , It beat staying at home, staring into space doing negative thoughts killing my braincells.
We just finished our day with a movie at Yishun - my bloody valentine (M18)
Throughout the whole movie, we were like omg, gosh, damn ..**** too000tttt...
Is all sooo violent....and uh I'm not a violent person wors thus doesn't suit me .. haha .

uh..dOn you agree ?! say yes or else i goann murder yOu ! arghhhh ..oOps
However, I remembered someone told me that I'm always an unreasonable person. Am i one ?

While walking home, we saw ''da qiang'', frog, lizard, rats...and is freaking Pen out ! =x
i hope you aint looking at these ! hahaaa...
Look... I'm still crapping as usual and I choose to believe I'm fine even if I'm not.

I'm listening to ''Love to be loved by you'' by Mark Terenzi. - Time check - 4.58am
GoOd night & dreamless night to you.

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

Agony

The world is eating me up , getting the hell out of me.
There are no sound of laughter or happiness here.
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul & emptiness builds a home in me
Confusion feeds like a savage inside me leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary alone, exiled, different and disdained.
The world seems to be fading,and I just want to run and hide; turning the journey into aimless wandering.

-Bite my tongue
-Hold my breath
-Close my eye
-Clench my fist
-Pretend i cant see
-Slp & let the days pass fast

Fortunately to the world, i mean nothing & i'm not a burden to anione else.
I'm glad the bottom line is that I'm all by myself .

I came across ur disappointing speech but ain't sure you heard my heart trembling.

U took the initiative which lead to a irregular heartbeat of mine.

Still, I wish I'm able to honour my words back then.

I cant hold a candle to it now but it does not mean in the near future.

Will time allow me to prove ?

The mins you gave was never enough but I dare not ask for more.

I'm loosing my focus and my world mean naught.

It's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

Should i believe on my gut feeling and believe tt there's a miracle.

Can i willingly be that maid someday or somehow ?

Instant pOpcorn

Have you eaten this before ? cOol right huh..

3 mins is all you need .... Ready for movie ? I guess i am !

Surprise !

A little effort goes a long way ...
Apparently this little cute egg-shape chocolate (Kinder JOY) appear at my desk when i was away for a min. Naturally , i got a big smile hanging.
I cant recall when is the last time i had this but definitely i do rem a toy attached to it.keke
We are now in process collecting the toys, haha .. will post it up when we're done !
Probably a week or so ?!

**Thanks to all my sweet colleagues who makes my day, it really do. =)
*** Special thanks to the most sweet, macho, handsome, humorous kid next door -Mr Jansen Sng who bought the Kinder JOY ! Thanks wor !!