如果我們之間有1000步的距離，你只要跨出第1步，我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步。

做人有时候也必须学会主动，说不定对方正等待你跨出第一步呢？

~Manduku~

~Manduku~

Shan asked me to take a pic of the egg yOrk cos is Jansen fav & he cant get to eat.

0.O ~ Yum Yum !!

We're celebrating once again when Jansen is not ard..wahahaa

Countdown to Lunch

Guests confirming reservations for the International Lunch Buffet will be rewarded based on how far in advance their reservation is made:

* 5 days' advanced booking and beyond - 50 percent off the food bill

* 4 days' advanced booking - 40 percent off the food bill

* 3 days' advanced booking - 30 percent off the food bill

* 2 days' advanced booking - 20 percent off the food bill

* 1 day's advanced booking - 10 percent off the food bill

Located on the lobby level, the wood-hued three-meal Greenhouse restaurant is flanked by floor-to-ceiling glass windows. A breath-taking textured glass domed roof with mother-of-pearl effect allows sunlight to stream in. An inventive mixture of traditional and modern, Eastern and Western flavours awaits those who dine from either the a la carte menu or the extensive buffet spreads.

sOcial Responsible

You wouldn't know how demoralising it is when u start coughing & ppl started saying ... '' eh eh eh pass to me leh '' kanna together and go BBQ at aloha .
The next min their expression gave way '' stay away from me'' its totally appear to be this way.
I wouldn't point my finger at anyone but appreciate if u keep ur mouth shut & keep clear of me . I think by saying such words pull down your integrity. Seriously what there to brag abt ? I don understand. On the other hands , felt really grateful to lydia, my classmates who keep checking on me to make sure I'm fine.

This is my first time taking initiative to visit a doc since I started coughing badly.
No words could describe the fear & the sense of loss inside me.
What's if my colleagues , my loved one get it from me ?! I couldn't think further but to see a doc immediately. worst is.. what if fibi get it ?! I wouldn't know the symptoms for dog leh ! kaoz!

2.00pm

''eh, how come you are here ?'' I asked surprisingly.
''2 of my camp mates are tested positive today'' Txx said (My colleague)
Orh .. you get in contact with them ? I muttered with my mask on.
''I eat with them and do the same activities with them leh'' He said
That's bad !
We sat down and tok while waiting for our turn,

I entered room 2 & the doc looked at me & pause for a while.
I looked at her very puzzled & she said ''uh''
''cough'' I said breathlessly
Ok , take some cough syrup & more vitamin C .
I walked out of that ''responsible doc'' room less than 2 min.
She din even bother to offer me any MC ..-_-''

It took up almost all my braincells thinking if I should attend school in e ltr part...
Social responsibility ?! does it mean I have got to apply 7 days of my AL & miss my lesson follow by quarantines myself at home ?! Easily , there are 5-10 ppl coughing in my classroom & that include my lecturer , let alone e whole school .. so where are each responsibility ?
I'm just damn not afraid to die ! but keeping me in suspense is even worst then dying !

I take it as a normal cough since doc did not mentioned much.
So what if I realli ''strike toto'' ? will all be too late to be save ?! dummy dumb!

I suspect that I’m one of the suspected suspects after I came in contact with my colleague.
He's now under home quarantines & I overheard his colleague scolding him not socially responsible ! I hope I can give her a tight slap ! --_--''

I laugh, cried, bleed , smile etc etc .. I done it all except watching transformer 2 .. lol

My wish lists will be as followed (Please burn in paper & in express mode please)

-Iphone , of course come with songs la .. arbo install the d/l application even better!
-Maid , babes & hunks
-MJ set
-Candles with aroma .. so i can eat and do spa at the same times .. haha
-Singapore passport .. so i don have difficulty applying visa.
-ciggy ..haha
That's all for the moments.

Last but not lease , I donnoe how it works but I would give it a try by appearing in your dream to provide u with 4 lucky no. to buy !! HUAT AR ! haha

Loves ,
Jer - sign off 23.52pm

------ Keep clear from me-----
*I will keep my cough constraints & cough it internally which I did it for the whole 3hr lesson and toking less than 10 sentences.

His music goes on...

His music cassette, still kept nicely in my collection for over a decade..

He's has been a significant influence for me & it plays a huge part of my childhood.

I'm still able to recall how me and my cousin are actually trying to imitate his dance move and eagerly trying to show off his slicks move to one another.We used to sit in front of the TV & repeat his concert vcd over and over again & we doesn't get sick of it.

All thanks to him that music are accepted worldwide regardless of who and where..

Thou he's gone , his music goes on forever...

Let's mark a moment of silence for Michael Jackson, the pop music icon who died in Los Angeles at the age of 50. R.I.P

*Thank God for letting all of us live in his generation and his era.

Already gOne by Kelly Clarkson - Jer chOrds

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

P/s : Every song I posted resemble my point of journey jer's feeling or encounter.

I said , she said ...

Was on my way home from school & so happen that I met my long -lost ex-colleague at Little India.
To protect e innocents , let's name them Angie & Benson..
Let me share with you some chapter of their stories

Angie, 31 was telling me , Benson, her another half has proposed to her last week.They have been dating for the past 6 years.. but then till now she wasn't sure if he 's the one. All she hope was to get marry by 30 where she wants to look most beautiful b'cos is a once in a life time thingy. All this while ..I was really puzzle ?! Why would everyone wanna go for the once in a lifetime , why not a beautiful lifetime instead?

''How could you marry someone whom doesn't gave you a sense of security'' ? I exclaimed
''Is he your everything'' ? I continued...

''Sometimes he got so busy that we don't even meet up for a month but only a couple of 5 mins convo over the phone''Said Angie filled with disappointment.

Uh.. I hope at the very least, he knows how you are feeling today ? were you upset yesterday or did you skip lunch the day before .. I smile, hoping not to bring the atmosphere really down.

I doubt so .. many a times i broke down in tears but he was no-where to be seen. he wasn't there for me.
Angie was in her deep thought for 10 secs and said : Sometimes I even try to love him more when I felt that the fact that I don really love him as much as it suppose to ..

''dear ger'', I said softly . U cant try to love someone, in contrast, you will love him more than anything even urself . That's is the most natural , beautiful yet sophisticated thing on earth.

Well ! You don't have to listen to me .. after all I'm just a on-looker ..;)

My best wishes to you , Angie !
I hope I will be able to see your blissful smile 10 years down the road..;)

It wasn't u with your wedding gown tt makes e image beautiful but is that blissful smile of yours.

This Summer 25th July

Dallas Restaurant & Bar @ bOat quay

1 Salt & Pepper Calamari
1 Southern Burger
1 Sweet ribs (half)
1 Leeuwin Estate Art Series Reisling
1 Chocolate Browine

Pardon me for being an airhead not noticing on the amt of water you consume b'cos of the spicy dish I ordered.>.<
Pardon me for speaking too loudly to the waitress that you overheard ...

Happy birthday to yOu , may many happy returns

Jer

Randomly Random

Rupert Randomly ask me out ... Despite that I'm really wear out !
I Randomly agreed due to his persistent !
Shirley Randomly msg me & ask for a short meet up after my work.
I randomly agreed and push back my meeting time with Rupert.
Shirley Randomly told me that today is her birthday .
I got a seriously serious Random shock and randomly wish her happy birthday.
My bad for not memorizing friends birthday ...and lucky she knew that .
Rupert & me decided to Randomly try our luck to see if pen's working & thus we went to MS
A coincidence that pen's working & haven't had any dinner yet .
So 3 of us Randomly settle dinner somewhere and Randomly wait for pen to knock off.
While walking toward the train station ... we overheard le shen jie song.
I Randomly sae I feel like singing and pen Randomly agreed with me.
After some random discussion , We went JJ pub for some drink and sing.
We Randomly msg Sarah and ask if she's will be dropping by or interested to join us.
She knock off Randomly at 11pm which usually suppose to be 1am hence she will be joining us.
We started off with a jug of beer , gossiping and dedication of songs.
Without knowing ...We Randomly had another jug on our table & e boss Randomly say is on the house. I knew Rupert & pen has reach their limit and that yellow fluid seem to be staring at me.
We Randomly pull out a dollar coin and started playing photo hunt .. well , we randomly top the score.

3.40am , Rupert and me share a cab & he Randomly tell me he wanna eat Wan ton mee. So we alight at the market right below our house & eat and I'm randomly random exhausted !

Goodness Gracious Insomnia

Been carrying a huge eyebag haversack right under my eyes for years and insomnia came knocking at my door. Aint sure if I was having too much thoughts or whatsoever..
uh..anyway I log off the virtual world at 1.10am and remind myself, is bedtime!
Had a ciggy, brush my teeth and yea ...jump onto my bed.
I lie down tossing and turning while my fatty fibi is sleeping like a log squeezing beside me on my bed?!
No doubt that she's sleeping soundly just except that she'e not snoring to show off...
I did a couples of time check to see how many hours of sleep I am left with and the last timing I saw was 5.48am >.< duh!
I had no choice but to resort to my ipod for some soft music...
Indeed ! It works perfectly.. thou it took quite some time ...
Enjoying listening to Sundial Dreams and 4 version of Canon In D... finally I doze off...

An hour later ..... ''di di di di '' Snooze ~ ''di di di di ''

Uh...Monday, I meant Tuesday..-_-''