Will any kind soul pls enlighten me

I couldn't believe what I'm actually doing now ..
I went to dictionary.com to define the meaning between ''concerned'' & ''meddlesome''

The result shown :

Concerned
–adjective
1.interested or affected: concerned citizens.
2.troubled or anxious: a concerned look.
3.having a connection or involvement; participating: They arrested all those concerned in the kidnapping.


meddlesome
–adjective
given to meddling; interfering; intrusive.

Apparently I thought it was obvious that I knew the answer but not so...
Perhaps either I din noe how to express myself clearly or in the 1st place ,I shouldn't ; b'cos nobody cares abt wad the hell u r toking at the end of the day ...and yea , i just sux again ...-_-'

warped & twisted

Harsh words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open, hands are fisted

Deep inside I'm warped & twisted

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So many tricks & so many lies

Too many whens & too many whys

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, warped & twisted

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Sleeping awake & choking on a dream

Listening loudly to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number's unlisted

Lost in someone so warped & twisted

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On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted

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Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow

Today's just yesterday's tomorrow

The sun died out, the ashes sifted

I'm still here, warped & twisted

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Skittles

Doesn't a rainy day makes you wanna snuggle in bed ?
Enjoying my hair being blown & meantime listening to my fav songs....

Was staying in the whole day but I wouldn't consider myself nua-ing away...

The sun was scorching hot hence I went for a swim....^.^

Loved the sun touches my skin, enjoyed being so carefree in the pool, gaze up the sky looking at the formation of the cloud, listening to bird chirping away ... all natural and nth else matters...With beautiful Flower.....& one of a million kind species appeared too ? Awesome colour isn't.. My lunch prepared by mum.....Time to work after lunch ...Pack my room ! now u see the mess ....

*look at the sky colour behind

and now you don't ! =)

Anyway I was listening to 91.3fm while packing .. they have this programme for ppl to confess their crush on others...so the DJ will call up the ger and ask her out on a date on behalf..It was rather funni and I was laughing alone in the room.. hee.

*look at the sky colour behind.. haha , din realise pack for so long

and my dinner ..I lOve u mummy!

That's not the end of the day ... PP gave me a VERY random call and say wanna come up my house for a while .. I tot wad happen sia ! kill time la .. haha, so we were watching sheng shiong show and keep saying the singer cmi ! oOps..lolx . We are also currently working on one mysterious case.. hahaa

Endless Love by Danny Gokey - A.I -Jer chords

~~Endless lOve~~

Jer says this is the best song on earth ever.

This version in my playlist is by Danny Gokey (American Idol 8). He has got a sexy voice and look ! hahaa
The way he deliver the song simply touched my heart thou I think rock song suit him more.
I believed this song he sang is dedicated to his wife who just passed away 4 weeks before he auditioned for ''idol'' =)

To me , What's love is all written in the lyrics ...

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And i
I want to share
All my love with you, No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
Ill hold you close in my arms
I cant resist your charms

And love, Oh, love
Ill be a fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind

cause you
You mean the world to me
Oh, I know
Ive found in you
My endless love

And, yes
Youll be the only one
cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And Ill give it all to you

The sun rise and set down everyday ..

这一场游戏对我而言, 已经累得快要支撑不住,喘不过气来了.

仿佛像打了一场很久的仗或是做了一场很久的恶梦.

已付出一切的一切的我,感觉就像在战场上被捅了一刀,很痛但却还活着.

在还没痊愈的我,你就已经时不时的在我的伤口上沙盐, 此刻原来心比伤口还根痛.

简捷的我才发现,我忘了把伤口包扎好.

但...眼泪不停的提醒着那永远的疤痕.

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Jer-凌晨4.46

Yet another day, another week.

Is Friday and I've gt to work after office hour ! boo ~~

Went to T2 with my executive - Danny and Ivy to oversee a grp on their arrival.

This is staff canteen at T2

Pick up pointBalikpapan - MI 283 - Belt 31 - LANDED

and now is.....wait wait wait...

Here they come .. Pax Count 1,2,3...94,95,96 !Always enjoy listening to how the guide intro this little dot ! Finally they arrive ... Grand Central
Mission accomplished ! Time check - 8.45pm

Had a couple of drinks at ''Cable Car'' with Dan, Ivy, Shan & Jansen !

Pretty nice washroom they had ! keke

After drinks .. Jansen, Shan and me go la liang lor and we eat ''gong gong''...Cannot eat too much cos will become gong gong.. haha, ok .. a bit cold..

Again, I was proven how reality this world could gets ....

Some ppl look at your skin colour while others look at where you're made from..

Some look at your designation and also look at how experience you are to determine u.

I sat at one corner having an espresso before the long talk commerce and the above-mentioned was what I observed ! well folks .. This is the crew up stewpid world inside out !

Btw.. don't ever assume no one is looking at you , there is ! hahaa

Alright, I was actually attending a showcase at Shangri-La today .. and for those who know who I'm going with.. yes, I endure half a day of his craps as usual.I sometimes just wish I could dig a hole and hide my face. -_-'' boo...

Tower Ballroom

''Resort'' theme
Hee.. I like the coconut trees appearing in a ballroom...

They had health and fitness theme too , can try their massage on the spot sia ..

Buffet Lunch

Lucky Draw
Wah.. I must admit tt I really don have any luck in 4d , toto and lucky draw !
Sooooo many prize and I din win lor .. ever since 10000 years ago..lol. Heng arh ! I am used to not getting any prize .. lol but their prize are so attractive lor , I swear !! aww

Consolation '' prize ''
haha.... goodies bag la ! - Everyone gets it la...

Random Date

I had a random date with 2 colleagues of mine, Shan & Jansen .
Consider ourselves ''heng''... they kanna last mins meeting ..booooo..>.<'' Me,who knock off the earliest, 5.30pm have to wait for them till 6.30pm ! To kill the broadness... I snap my Giraffe lo.. It's actually a magnet .. cute to the max ! haha

Finally we decided to eat at Bugis, 旺角茶餐厅 to settle our stomach first .. 开动!!!

From the pic , Obviously got one blur sotong eat halfway den say : Ehz shyt .. i forgot to take pic lei... Anyway this set cost $16.90 with chix, pork, beef, fries,egg, one hotdog, some vege, one soup & one drink. Shan say the meat not tender enough ...

I ordered Portuguese baked rice with chix. - $ 11.90. btw got curry taste lei ..

Den we stroll down ....to Haji lane for Shisha session !!! weee

We settle down here as not much ppl, I scared later choke malu la .. can or not ! ppl first-timer lei ...
BUT someone else got chocked lor NOT me ! muwahaaa

Here actually not bad , the only shop with song and I believe is 91.3fm with all my fav song . hee .. but is a bit hot la .. btw this cost $15 dollar and can smoke for +/- 2 hrs.

SHIOK LA to the MAX ! lolx

We had Strawberry + Green apple flavour... sound like bubble tea, add pearl plsss.. lolOf course we need to find other activities ma .. so we played...

大老二

Blackjack Ok...ladies & gentlemen ! let me bring you to Genting ......Followed by Indonesia 蘇門答臘... LOL

Yap , that be will all for the day... I hope you guys enjoyed as much as I do . =)

Next time we try the sofa seats & more windy one hOkay ?!!

* Grace - You got me a warm surprise !! I'll be sure to bring u here for shisha when u're back =)

Recently , I've heard lots of ''separation'' .. too much to mentioned !
Be it divorces , break up or even fall out between siblings or some even involved violent.
That's definitely something I would last want to hear !
Someone it just got me ponder , how did everything come and goes at one times ?
It is just as simple like how did one customer walk into the store and follow by tonnes of ppl walking in as well and really got the sales promoter busy like nuts....*pissed off hor* =x
Up to date , I've heard 5 such stories and that really sux .. why there isn't any fairy tales story huh ? happily ever after ?.... no wonder is forever always childhood dream.
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Do you believe your life is pre-arranged by God or is within your control ?
4 million ppl in Singapore , 383 million ppl in the whole world ....
Meeting you was a fate , Loving you is a decision I've made and accepting me was a chance you gave. Of course I believe in you and me, and the faith in God . I rule my life !
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Well .. you might be surprise that many ppl still believe that their life is destined , governed by fate ..bah bah bah.
Why ?! Some just believe lor .. however some may have a certain level of ambiguity.
When things do not work out exactly what they wants , they tend to blame it on god la , their life la ..
In drama we often came across scences like someone shouting toward the sky '' 老天对我不公平‘’ .. haha .. (dramatic)
so to mean , they are not willing or rather not brave enough to face the reality lah . duh =x
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Sigh .. my friend called and told me she felt extremely emo over one of such issue.
I had no idea why but also kanna influence by her sia ! damn ! thus 老娘 heck care la ...going to eat ''Dao huay'' ... slurp !