我不潇洒 (Friday the 13th)

-unnatural
-restrained
-unconventional

It's still hurt....
At this moments,issit only blessing tt simple ?
Can i renounce the words I've honour ...
In my heart, nth has been laid down..

fake a smile & i sux.

you've got a new message

Jer wanna share the 2 most happier things tt she encounter for the past 24hrs

1)Many of you might have received an e-mail from me last night regarding a yOung man who got killed when e electricity flowed into the cell phone unrestrained. Rem ?

Basically i just wanna pass the message across that cellphone can be V dangerous at times and please be aware of such issue.

I'm sure some ppl may have deleted or forwarded that mail to their loved ones but never did i expect a reply that goes :

Hey Jermine,

Thanks for the life saving info. I have many times used the cell phone while it is still connected to the electrical outlet when charging.

Come to think of it...very scary hor.

Sal ( <----- She's my wonderful classmates! ) 2)I received a sms this morning that goes :

听说早安的祝福，可以带来好运，所以我会努力的把祝福一一送给你，希望所有美好的事件都落在你身上，看着你每一天快乐的笑容！早安！

As I went out to take 5, i decided to forward this greeting msg to a couple of friends...
10sec ltr.....

Pen replied : 早安！

Uh... the appreciation you ppl gave left a touch on my heart , you guys are awesome !

Best Of Me - Daniel Powter (Jer's ChOrds)

gOt a shock out of my life ..
wOKe up at 9am and realised i was really Late LAte LATe LATE for work !
Took a cab down n e journey seem so unfamiliar.
I felt so reluctant going to work. Well , that remind me of my childhood day where i use to cry when i'm late for school and i will scold my mum for not waking me up. duh~
Was listening to Daniel Powter - ''Best of me'' and calmness prevails.

On my way to school, i met my ex-bf. (that was like 10000 yrs ago)
It was rather wired uh.. we use to tok anithing under the sun and now we barley tok less than 3 sentences...the typical ''hi,where r u heading to, bye'' hah..

Strange feeling throughout the whole day and it's definitely not my usual self.

Alright..I'm a goner real soon, gt to rush out 2 assignment and deadline is next week !

* Grace - Hope you are coping well with your studies .. Take care !
* Friends taking exam , hope you guys studies and did your best ! Cheers !

gdnite my dear...

My Bloody Valentine

Is that a theater screen ? looks more like a tv to me .. >.<''
The seat are terribly small and low, 20mis of advert..oh well too much to mentioned...
Uh... just watch ! sHh

I'm writing this entry at Pen's house ,time check-4.30am...
Thxs pal for calling me out , It beat staying at home, staring into space doing negative thoughts killing my braincells.
We just finished our day with a movie at Yishun - my bloody valentine (M18)
Throughout the whole movie, we were like omg, gosh, damn ..**** too000tttt...
Is all sooo violent....and uh I'm not a violent person wors thus doesn't suit me .. haha .

uh..dOn you agree ?! say yes or else i goann murder yOu ! arghhhh ..oOps
However, I remembered someone told me that I'm always an unreasonable person. Am i one ?

While walking home, we saw ''da qiang'', frog, lizard, rats...and is freaking Pen out ! =x
i hope you aint looking at these ! hahaaa...
Look... I'm still crapping as usual and I choose to believe I'm fine even if I'm not.

I'm listening to ''Love to be loved by you'' by Mark Terenzi. - Time check - 4.58am
GoOd night & dreamless night to you.

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

Agony

The world is eating me up , getting the hell out of me.
There are no sound of laughter or happiness here.
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul & emptiness builds a home in me
Confusion feeds like a savage inside me leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary alone, exiled, different and disdained.
The world seems to be fading,and I just want to run and hide; turning the journey into aimless wandering.

-Bite my tongue
-Hold my breath
-Close my eye
-Clench my fist
-Pretend i cant see
-Slp & let the days pass fast

Fortunately to the world, i mean nothing & i'm not a burden to anione else.
I'm glad the bottom line is that I'm all by myself .

I came across ur disappointing speech but ain't sure you heard my heart trembling.

U took the initiative which lead to a irregular heartbeat of mine.

Still, I wish I'm able to honour my words back then.

I cant hold a candle to it now but it does not mean in the near future.

Will time allow me to prove ?

The mins you gave was never enough but I dare not ask for more.

I'm loosing my focus and my world mean naught.

It's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

Should i believe on my gut feeling and believe tt there's a miracle.

Can i willingly be that maid someday or somehow ?

Instant pOpcorn

Have you eaten this before ? cOol right huh..

3 mins is all you need .... Ready for movie ? I guess i am !

Surprise !

A little effort goes a long way ...
Apparently this little cute egg-shape chocolate (Kinder JOY) appear at my desk when i was away for a min. Naturally , i got a big smile hanging.
I cant recall when is the last time i had this but definitely i do rem a toy attached to it.keke
We are now in process collecting the toys, haha .. will post it up when we're done !
Probably a week or so ?!

**Thanks to all my sweet colleagues who makes my day, it really do. =)
*** Special thanks to the most sweet, macho, handsome, humorous kid next door -Mr Jansen Sng who bought the Kinder JOY ! Thanks wor !!