Today mark the day that you have left us for the 49th days.
you still occupied my mind very often and I really miss you.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
as pals outgrow each other
How long you’ve known someone isn’t a good gauge of closeness.
What matters most is being able to let your guard down and be yourself with that person you matter.
What matters most is being able to let your guard down and be yourself with that person you matter.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you.
I'm hoping that someone would grant me a wish to perform this song before the next moment even happen.
This is the only one song that stirred up my emotion, got me down on my knees and my tears .
This is the only one song that stirred up my emotion, got me down on my knees and my tears .
I could relate so well to every single words in the song that triggers me so deeply.
It wasn't the bad experience, but those good memories that's kinda hurts.
and Adele, you're way too awesome. <3
I heard That you're settled down
That you Found a girl and you're Married now
I heard That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you
Old friend, Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me," I begged "I'll remember," you said
I heard That you're settled down
That you Found a girl and you're Married now
I heard That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you
Old friend, Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me," I begged "I'll remember," you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead."
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me," I begged , I'll remember," you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares, No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, They are memories made.
Who would have known, How bittersweet this would taste?
Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead
Only yesterday It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me," I begged , I'll remember," you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares, No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, They are memories made.
Who would have known, How bittersweet this would taste?
Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
一路走好
人类不只是一个奇妙的动物根是一群恶心的动物。
没有被车撞到， 不知道什麼叫痛。 但一转眼它们又望了那感觉。
人因尊严， 金钱， 名誉， 忘了‘情’。
人的丑陋我看多了， 最不想看到的也让我碰上。
我的字典从来没有后悔但现在。。多了个遗憾。
就这样心中多了一把刺。
因这件事， 我看清了所谓的朋友，家人与亲戚。
其实也该料到的， 只是抱着无畏的希望，再次确认吧。
伤心， 无奈， 可怜。。只告诉自己应该习惯。
你難得來看我卻又離開我，讓那手中瀉落的沙像淚水流。
当全世界的人都说你的是非， 我只选择记得你的好与美。
如果离开对你是一种解脱， 我希望你一路走好。
你仍然活在我心中， 若没有你就没有今天的我。
下一辈子， 我们在相遇让我好好报答你。
没有被车撞到， 不知道什麼叫痛。 但一转眼它们又望了那感觉。
人因尊严， 金钱， 名誉， 忘了‘情’。
人的丑陋我看多了， 最不想看到的也让我碰上。
我的字典从来没有后悔但现在。。多了个遗憾。
就这样心中多了一把刺。
因这件事， 我看清了所谓的朋友，家人与亲戚。
其实也该料到的， 只是抱着无畏的希望，再次确认吧。
伤心， 无奈， 可怜。。只告诉自己应该习惯。
你難得來看我卻又離開我，讓那手中瀉落的沙像淚水流。
当全世界的人都说你的是非， 我只选择记得你的好与美。
如果离开对你是一种解脱， 我希望你一路走好。
你仍然活在我心中， 若没有你就没有今天的我。
下一辈子， 我们在相遇让我好好报答你。
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
你在哪?
一想到你当时那无奈的心情，我就憎恨自己无法陪在你身边。
孤单， 寂寞的你真的拿出了很大的勇气。辛苦你了但你真的很傻。
眼泪流了一天， 眼睛种了， 也很累。 但一旦闭上眼睛我就想起你。
啤酒一瓶一瓶的灌，我还是无法入眠。只见眼皮都快破了， 眼泪仍然在流
我很想你， 有很多话想对你说。
孤单， 寂寞的你真的拿出了很大的勇气。辛苦你了但你真的很傻。
眼泪流了一天， 眼睛种了， 也很累。 但一旦闭上眼睛我就想起你。
啤酒一瓶一瓶的灌，我还是无法入眠。只见眼皮都快破了， 眼泪仍然在流
我很想你， 有很多话想对你说。
Monday, May 30, 2011
C. Message
亲爱的，
为何你说走就走， 留下多一份遗憾给我。
为何你不给我一个机会让我报答你对我的恩情。
为何你不让我实现我对你的诺言；
我说过我会陪着你走下去。 就算全世界的人都不信你，我信。
我说过年尾会带你出国游玩。
我说过我一有空，会带你出门走走
我说过不管什麼事，我一定在。
我说的一切的一切你為什麼都不当一回事。
我责怪自己為什麼那时不拿起电话打给你。
我责怪自己為什麼没有办法说服妈妈和姐妹们多多关心你。
等到失去你时，她们才落泪。 我当时很想开口大骂我妈和亲戚们。我很恨她们。
我责怪自己為什麼当时默默的不坑声卻让你的女儿扭曲你的为人。
我责怪自己為什麼那么没用。
亲爱的，
谢谢你贡献了一大部分的美好童年给我。
谢谢你在我小的时候那么疼我。
谢谢你在最无奈的时候想起我。
谢谢你信任我。
你永远在我的心里。 我爱你。
As I comprehend this profound loss, let myself cry knowing each tear is a note of love rising to the heavens
为何你说走就走， 留下多一份遗憾给我。
为何你不给我一个机会让我报答你对我的恩情。
为何你不让我实现我对你的诺言；
我说过我会陪着你走下去。 就算全世界的人都不信你，我信。
我说过年尾会带你出国游玩。
我说过我一有空，会带你出门走走
我说过不管什麼事，我一定在。
我说的一切的一切你為什麼都不当一回事。
我责怪自己為什麼那时不拿起电话打给你。
我责怪自己為什麼没有办法说服妈妈和姐妹们多多关心你。
等到失去你时，她们才落泪。 我当时很想开口大骂我妈和亲戚们。我很恨她们。
我责怪自己為什麼当时默默的不坑声卻让你的女儿扭曲你的为人。
我责怪自己為什麼那么没用。
亲爱的，
谢谢你贡献了一大部分的美好童年给我。
谢谢你在我小的时候那么疼我。
谢谢你在最无奈的时候想起我。
谢谢你信任我。
你永远在我的心里。 我爱你。
As I comprehend this profound loss, let myself cry knowing each tear is a note of love rising to the heavens
Friday, May 27, 2011
人的丑陋
Friends comes to you when they are in trouble, they seek attention from you to concern for them. They called you up, asking for help and when is the other way round, they says they are not available. Or maybe I'm just someone lousy. OK . I admit.
People lay their eyes longer on people who are handicap and this is very disturbing to me.
fuck it. They don deserve your observations throughout the whole bus journey, you ain't a CCTV.
and................so much more.
People lay their eyes longer on people who are handicap and this is very disturbing to me.
fuck it. They don deserve your observations throughout the whole bus journey, you ain't a CCTV.
and................so much more.
ɥɔʇıq ɐ ɥɔns s,ǝɟıl
Dear Aunt,
Dear Aunt,
Your journey wasn't easy for you & my heart really goes out to you.
Life's probably fair I made believe but somehow there are many times we doubt ourselves.
I would never understand the pain you've gone through for I have not experienced but have a little faith in me that I will go through this darkest period with you. I wouldn't promise you forever like issuing an empty cheque but as long as I'm capable of doing so.
I'm sorry for being such a wasted & useless person. I'm truly sorry that
my capability is limited. I may not have a million dollars in my pocket but I make sure you have the same treatment like I do. Even if it cost me a fortune to repay your kindness, I would gladly do so.
Even if the world despise you, just remember I doesn't belong to the world.
You don't own anyone a living and no one is indispensable. Live like you have a thousand wish to fulfil and you seek for your own happiness.
I thank god for the second life that was given to you and I really do appreciate it, having the opportunity to see you again. So god, I beg you to give her a little faith & hope.
May the force be with you, Aunt.
Sincerely,
Niece.
Your journey wasn't easy for you & my heart really goes out to you.
Life's probably fair I made believe but somehow there are many times we doubt ourselves.
I would never understand the pain you've gone through for I have not experienced but have a little faith in me that I will go through this darkest period with you. I wouldn't promise you forever like issuing an empty cheque but as long as I'm capable of doing so.
I'm sorry for being such a wasted & useless person. I'm truly sorry that
my capability is limited. I may not have a million dollars in my pocket but I make sure you have the same treatment like I do. Even if it cost me a fortune to repay your kindness, I would gladly do so.
Even if the world despise you, just remember I doesn't belong to the world.
You don't own anyone a living and no one is indispensable. Live like you have a thousand wish to fulfil and you seek for your own happiness.
I thank god for the second life that was given to you and I really do appreciate it, having the opportunity to see you again. So god, I beg you to give her a little faith & hope.
May the force be with you, Aunt.
Sincerely,
Niece.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
吉隆坡之旅 。Malaysia, KL-Day 2
A late night sleep ended up missing local breakfast the next day....
1.05pm opposite @Low Yat Plaza, 又一餐。
1.05pm opposite @Low Yat Plaza, 又一餐。
三色奶茶 - 3*
I always like to have this in Singapore, gelyang while having dim sum. A bit disappointing over here cos this is like 300% sweet ya?
*My friend ordered this with another Teh O for himself without telling me this is overly sweet. Thanks, pert.
牛油鱼饭 - 4*
I love the butter corn sauce fish and erm.. the egg?
I love the butter corn sauce fish and erm.. the egg?
They lost the 1* due to texture of the rice, is pretty hard =x
特质辣椒 - 5*
Do I have to say anything more? ^^
1.58pm - 金河广场
走走看看 / walk walk see see
The shop is generally fairly similar to Singapore except that the prices tag onto the clothes is really affordable! You will be paying for the goods but not the service ok!
3.36pm -金河广场
3rd level - Bloody Ink Tattoo
~~~After an hour ~~~~
ZzZZZzzZZ
Tadah ! ~~~ Finally . GXGX!
7.10pm - KLCC tower, Nandos!
Candle Light Dinner, anyone ? 几 Lomantic 一下。。
Butter Sauce Chicken Chop @ Gasoline - 4.5*
3.36pm -金河广场
3rd level - Bloody Ink Tattoo
~~~After an hour ~~~~
ZzZZZzzZZ
Tadah ! ~~~ Finally . GXGX!7.10pm - KLCC tower, Nandos!
Ordered 1/4 chicken, mild spicy with 2 side dishes.
Yet to try it in Singapore as the reviews weren't that good but I thought it was pretty nice here. =)
10.30pm
Langat San - KL City View
Candle Light Dinner, anyone ? 几 Lomantic 一下。。
Butter Sauce Chicken Chop @ Gasoline - 4.5*
DAY 1 experience was nice, in terms of the currency exchange rates, there is practically nothing to complain about. I kinda enjoy the shopping @ the mall though I have not bought any stuff =( and so I will be back soon with my shopping khakis on a huge shopping spree! The best part I truly enjoyed is the supper @ hill top overlooking the city view of KL.
What I hate most is the restroom! Dirty, no tissue and must pay pay pay! Are we taking things for granted or is just them?
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
吉隆坡之旅 。Malaysia, KL-Day 1
Hello from KL, Malaysia with loves!
Time checked: 5.04am.
Current playing:离不开你 - 陈小春
Left house @10.30 with a mixed feeling looking into the expression Fibi gave. She seems to know I'm leaving house for a couple of days. I must say I really miss her. I thought to myself, if she could open her mouth and ask for my stay, I would gladly do so.
Anyway, I just unpack my bag and realised that I did not bring my camera charger and all thanks to my stupidly that i thought that all battery should be the same. BUT NO! they are out for our moolah and that why it comes in different sizes! what is this! Awful feeling that kills all my anxiety! .... So what's tml itinerary?! =(
As my battery is running low, so am I .... bye for now!
Time checked: 5.04am.
Current playing:离不开你 - 陈小春
Left house @10.30 with a mixed feeling looking into the expression Fibi gave. She seems to know I'm leaving house for a couple of days. I must say I really miss her. I thought to myself, if she could open her mouth and ask for my stay, I would gladly do so.
Anyway, I just unpack my bag and realised that I did not bring my camera charger and all thanks to my stupidly that i thought that all battery should be the same. BUT NO! they are out for our moolah and that why it comes in different sizes! what is this! Awful feeling that kills all my anxiety! .... So what's tml itinerary?! =(
As my battery is running low, so am I .... bye for now!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
decades of waiting...
oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah! Finally something to cheer me up a liitle. I'm feeling EXCITED! =)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
who says what, you never know.
Time checked: 3.55am
Current playing:Broken Down - Kevin Hammond
Easy money never comes easy, it comes after certain amount of hard work. I never realised that it practically took me a while to understand this. I'm felt totally wasted.
Be it being stupid, ignorance at that point of time. I should have known this basic rules. well, everything is too late now. and so I'm now waiting for the verdict.
I hope this is not an expensive lesson learnt.God bless.
Next up, decision making is never easy! I seriously hate this part right here. Not exactly clear of what I am pursuing but somehow it doesn't seem right and I guess I am calling it off. I am liable for any consequences and must be fully responsible for my own action. right? will someone please invent such software/system to calculate a yes/no, for goodness sake!
Current playing:Broken Down - Kevin Hammond
Easy money never comes easy, it comes after certain amount of hard work. I never realised that it practically took me a while to understand this. I'm felt totally wasted.
Be it being stupid, ignorance at that point of time. I should have known this basic rules. well, everything is too late now. and so I'm now waiting for the verdict.
I hope this is not an expensive lesson learnt.God bless.
Next up, decision making is never easy! I seriously hate this part right here. Not exactly clear of what I am pursuing but somehow it doesn't seem right and I guess I am calling it off. I am liable for any consequences and must be fully responsible for my own action. right? will someone please invent such software/system to calculate a yes/no, for goodness sake!
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