Moment - 1.08 am

Condition : NIL
Mood : NIL
Itune : NIL
Noise : NIL
Book on hand : NIL
Weather : NIL
Temperature : NIL
Smell : NIL
What's on mind : I'M GIVING UP MY FUGING LIFE!

Sunset @ my doOr step ..

Shots @ Tiong Bahru

Favorite Girl By Justin Bieber (Jer chOrds)

Love that voice of this song ?

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Tah da ...HE is only 15yrs old....

Family?

It's only a noun in my dictionary but meaning undefined.

What's a family ?

What does it mean ?

What's a kinship ?

What does it do ?

How does the same blood type related ?

How issit measure that it is thicker than water ?

When I turn to them , they decided to push me aside ...

When the world start collapsing on me, they watch me die...

it leave another scar on me once again..

Shortest days, longest nights = Winter

It whispers through the trees; it whistles, like a soft breath & each rain drop felt like hammers in miniature.
The cold wind blows & goes e natural essence of the rain. It clam me down a little perhaps.
The streets are wet almost every morning, umbrellas are seen everywhere & ppl are in their windbreaker.

It signal that Winter is here and so does the approaching festive season...
Am anticipating X'mas yet I feared upon hearing the tickling sound of the clock.
The secs passes so fast tt I'm reluctant to turn in early every night for another day is gone..just like tt.hah
I woke up, looked into e mirror, forcefully rubbed my eye like corpse looking asking myself : wassup for today ? awww..
Keeping my finger cross, minimize the disappointment toward everyone esp myself...

Could I ask for ..a little luck ?

black or white ? where's the line drawn ..

Pretty upset today b'cos of some distorted convo I encountered ...
Am playing the role of bad guy for I'm not able to stand firm on my point of view & speak up !
It remind me again that I'm such a coward, but think again, I doesn't want my opinion to cause any dispute to our relationship. you guys are great, but sadly, I cant stand along with u ppl blindly. I got to be brave & stand up for whom I think I should.
I could have salvage him or rather the whole situation, yet I allowed peers pressure to climb over me. damn! this shouldn't be the way... ;(

Thanks J.Lo for this sms (it gives me lotsa encouragement) :
Cheer up. Proud of u that u're able to stand by ur judgements. That's a gift, don lose it ;-)

No matter what price I'll be paying,I felt that there's a need to speak up for u... and I will..

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. ~ Mark Twain

If there's little lOve, I would proudly wanna announce it...
If there's little kindness , I sincerely wanna say thanks....
If there's little knowledge , I thank you for sharing....
If there's little help somewhere , my heartfelt appreciation goes to you ppl...

Woke up unwilling today for I was greeted by the blazing sunshine tt hit on my face...
I'm pissed by the ICA officer who doesn't allow me to apply for my application b'cos I'm unemployed ?!Well ...this seriously doesn't make any sense to me ! What if I currently studying in the day, does it mean I have to sell beer at night! crap ! Oh forget it .. I'll be stuck in sillypore & deny saying the national pledge ! catch me plsss....

Uh .. sorry for ranting, that's not the main purpose of this entry ..

Am grateful to JL for intro me a job lobang thou it doesn't suit me . Thank YOU.
Am grateful for this guy not naming him to protect his identity, for arranging an interview for me with another company in the same industry with much much higher paycheck.Also , thanks for mentioning to offer me money if needed with no obligation la ..
Am also grateful to Xiao bai who employed me to take photos for her sis on the day of ROM. din realised I could earn money so fast by taking photos !haha. Anyway , any interested parties who wanna join me understudy or watever .. u're most welcome ! Chances are realli hard to come by and I have long waited wanted to take such blissful photos... Thank YOU! who appreciate my shots!

I just wanna say thanks thou many will not be reading this.Perhaps just a note to myself that I have ppl who help me along my journey... and I'll rem this for life.

Deserve to or not ?

Look at what my fat & nutti Fibi has done to my Apple earpiece ! hurrr..she BITE & is spoiled now ! & She got awarded by my classmate, a shampoo for this coming x'mas ! wth !

And how dare you give me a black face for me smacking you uh!!

Show me some appreciation for that x'mas gift okie !! mind you !

That's better ! & ... u look really nutti ~ humpf

Need you nOw by Lady Antebellum - Jer chOrds

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

To me it happens all the time

I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all