Tuesday, May 31, 2011

你在哪?

一想到你当时那无奈的心情,我就憎恨自己无法陪在你身边。
孤单, 寂寞的你真的拿出了很大的勇气。辛苦你了但你真的很傻。
眼泪流了一天, 眼睛种了, 也很累。 但一旦闭上眼睛我就想起你。
啤酒一瓶一瓶的灌,我还是无法入眠。只见眼皮都快破了, 眼泪仍然在流

我很想你, 有很多话想对你说。

Monday, May 30, 2011

C. Message

亲爱的,
为何你说走就走, 留下多一份遗憾给我。
为何你不给我一个机会让我报答你对我的恩情。
为何你不让我实现我对你的诺言;

我说过我会陪着你走下去。 就算全世界的人都不信你,我信。
我说过年尾会带你出国游玩。
我说过我一有空,会带你出门走走
我说过不管什麼事,我一定在。
我说的一切的一切你為什麼都不当一回事。

我责怪自己為什麼那时不拿起电话打给你。
我责怪自己為什麼没有办法说服妈妈和姐妹们多多关心你。
等到失去你时,她们才落泪。 我当时很想开口大骂我妈和亲戚们。我很恨她们。
我责怪自己為什麼当时默默的不坑声卻让你的女儿扭曲你的为人。
我责怪自己為什麼那么没用。

亲爱的,
谢谢你贡献了一大部分的美好童年给我。
谢谢你在我小的时候那么疼我。
谢谢你在最无奈的时候想起我。
谢谢你信任我。

你永远在我的心里。 我爱你。

As I comprehend this profound loss, let myself cry knowing each tear is a note of love rising to the heavens

Friday, May 27, 2011

人的丑陋

Friends comes to you when they are in trouble, they seek attention from you to concern for them. They called you up, asking for help and when is the other way round, they says they are not available. Or maybe I'm just someone lousy. OK . I admit.

People lay their eyes longer on people who are handicap and this is very disturbing to me.
fuck it. They don deserve your observations throughout the whole bus journey, you ain't a CCTV.

and................so much more.


ɥɔʇıq ɐ ɥɔns s,ǝɟıl

Dear Aunt,

Dear Aunt,

Your journey wasn't easy for you & my heart really goes out to you.
Life's probably fair I made believe but somehow there are many times we doubt ourselves.

I would never understand the pain you've gone through for I have not experienced but have a little faith in me that I will go through this darkest period with you. I wouldn't promise you forever like issuing an empty cheque but as long as I'm capable of doing so.

I'm sorry for being such a wasted & useless person. I'm truly sorry that
my capability is limited. I may not have a million dollars in my pocket but I make sure you have the same treatment like I do. Even if it cost me a fortune to repay your kindness, I would gladly do so.

Even if the world despise you, just remember I doesn't belong to the world.
You don't own anyone a living and no one is indispensable. Live like you have a thousand wish to fulfil and you seek for your own happiness.

I thank god for the second life that was given to you and I really do appreciate it, having the opportunity to see you again. So god, I beg you to give her a little faith & hope.

May the force be with you, Aunt.

Sincerely,
Niece.

知道



想你是很好
但我的心在退烧

逃 假装是在寻找
我 明明就不需要
人的心若是关不牢
爱到不知如何是好
你能给多少

逃 从天涯到海角
烧 泪早就不知不觉烧干了
你爱的谁都看得到
可是我就很不想要
所以我这样放开了

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

现在你很幸福

谁都不要再提醒那一段从前
有些事不面对, 你反而安心安全
我无权再动摇你的世界

现在你有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
我不像他 从不让你哭

ƃuıɥʇɐǝɹq ǝq oʇ ǝɔıoɥɔ ʎɯ ʇusɐʍ ʇı ˙ƃuıʌıl ʎlǝɹɐq ʇnq ǝɟıl ƃuıʌıl

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

吉隆坡之旅 。Malaysia, KL-Day 2

A late night sleep ended up missing local breakfast the next day....
1.05pm opposite @Low Yat Plaza, 又一餐


三色奶茶 - 3*
I always like to have this in Singapore, gelyang while having dim sum. A bit disappointing over here cos this is like 300% sweet ya?

*My friend ordered this with another Teh O for himself without telling me this is overly sweet. Thanks, pert.



牛油鱼饭 - 4*
I love the butter corn sauce fish and erm.. the egg?

They lost the 1* due to texture of the rice, is pretty hard =x


特质辣椒 - 5*
Do I have to say anything more? ^^

1.58pm - 金河广场
走走看看 / walk walk see see


The shop is generally fairly similar to Singapore except that the prices tag onto the clothes is really affordable! You will be paying for the goods but not the service ok!

3.36pm -金河广场
3rd level - Bloody Ink Tattoo



~~~After an hour ~~~~
ZzZZZzzZZ

Tadah ! ~~~ Finally . GXGX!

7.10pm - KLCC tower, Nandos!

Ordered 1/4 chicken, mild spicy with 2 side dishes.

Yet to try it in Singapore as the reviews weren't that good but I thought it was pretty nice here. =)




10.30pm

Langat San - KL City View

Candle Light Dinner, anyone ? 几 Lomantic 一下。。



Butter Sauce Chicken Chop @ Gasoline - 4.5*






DAY 1 experience was nice, in terms of the currency exchange rates, there is practically nothing to complain about. I kinda enjoy the shopping @ the mall though I have not bought any stuff =( and so I will be back soon with my shopping khakis on a huge shopping spree! The best part I truly enjoyed is the supper @ hill top overlooking the city view of KL.


What I hate most is the restroom! Dirty, no tissue and must pay pay pay! Are we taking things for granted or is just them?