Sunday, January 31, 2010

Absolute perfection

Never in my entire life I felt someone tapping on the power of personal magnetism.
Personal quality that gives an individual influence and authority over to many people including myself. I am totally mesmerise by one charismatic person , the humble smile, the gorgeous light brown Canadian eyes..& & & ...everything's simply awesome! How fate permits ;)

It's all gonna be my motivation waking up to see someone whom I'll will respect and look up to ;)

Absolute Perfection-''K''

Friday, January 29, 2010

you're all I need

The lousy mood kick in again....or maybe I''m just throwing tantrums on myself.
Honeymoon period has yet to kick start and sadly , it ended ! wth..
Meetings @ 5pm, 6pm, doing proposals, miscellaneous stuff and induction are way too overwhelming and I hate it when it eats into my time after work ... interfering my personal time. All I'm after is quality life and work-life balance..

I try not to stereotype , I try not to practice discrimination, I try not to be biased...
but I cant help but to make a statement here.
I dislike M _ L_ _ S! for a matter of fact that 80% are lazy and they are just plain f up!
ahhhhh ~~~~ &%@^$@!!@^&*&*(^$%&$


Lotsa Misses...
The ''sharpsharp'' time back then,
lunch and IM with TW colleagues,
mix-rice with Romeo and chit-chatting at that alley with coca-cola.
I really do miss....;(

RW ...& I ain't excited at all ... ;(((((((

Impossible by Shontelle -Jer chOrds

Nicely written ;)

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love i did, i did
and you were strong and i was not my illusion, my mistake
i was careless, i forgot i did

and now when all is donethere is nothing to say
you have gone and so effortlessly
you have won
you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be impossible, impossible impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard
falling for betrayal is worst
broken trust and broken hearts i know, i know
thinking all you need is there
building faith on love is worst
empty promises will wear i know (i know)
and know when all is gone there is nothing to say
and if you're done with embarrassing me
on your own you can go ahead tell them

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

A sms

Take me to Japan at the end of march, I want to see the cherry blossom die. In one hand, your hand in the other one , the thorns we gathered along the way. Nothingness, it all shall become one with nothingness, like my kisses before

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Detour

A wandering from the direct way, a round about or course, especially a road used is temporarily instead of a main route...yea is all gonna be a deviation from a direct course of action.
Well.. all back to square one ! I'll still be in travel and hos-pi-li-ta-rity industry .. awww , that's life.

I quit my job this morning and @ the same time, I got myself another job surprisingly....
What's so difficult during the job hunting process ? basically, the short time frame where u decide on a specific job & giving up others opportunity that's coming your way, being restricted , constraint which is beyond one's control. I'll just think simple & accept.

Time checked-3.40am ! just came back from a swim & nua-ing session with my 2 buddys ;)
gonna spend quality time this weekend wisely & errr.... yea gd night everyone ! Ah chewWwW~~

Saturday, January 16, 2010

That's Life...

Hey dude, that's your slogan ! THAT'S LIFE! and mine ''WHAT'S NOW''

When I found out how you messed me up and leave me heartbroken back then
I believed now, It doesn't matter anymore
The pic on your phone proves you weren’t alone
Now, I couldn't care about who, what or where

When I found out I'm on the wrong path and ever felt like giving up.
I believed now, giving up is the easiest thing in the world to do but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength
When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be perhaps.
Now, Is yet another decision making process, we lose in order to gain because we cant have the best of both world. Don't curse the darkness but light a candle instead.

When I found out that being deeply loved by someone gives me strength
I believed now for I feel the strength within me growing stronger day by day..
Unfortunately, I'm letting go this source of strength as there is no happiness without a clear conscience no matter how selfish I can get.
Now, I need to sincerely set you free, allowing you to pursuit what's truly yours instead of letting you hanging there.You'll be happy.

Accepting the general truism, not spending all the energy & time stuck in that recurring thought how life sux for there is no way can the universe keep a universal.Know the rules, accept the basic and unfortunate aspect of living so that one can move on to the next step and energize itself to move forward.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

All or Nothing by Theory of a deadman - Jer chOrds

We got our backs against the ocean
It`s just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it`s you
and i Looking at all or nothing
Babe it`s you and i

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Sunday, January 10, 2010

oh weekend oh...

First weekend of twenty ten, cherishing it as thou it's not gonna come anymore.. sigh!
Enjoy filling up my stomach having cup noodles , sitting outside 7-11 at 3am...
Oh by the way , have you guys tried e Honey Orange Latte @ Starbucks ? I'm lovin it...slurp

Yesterday was really pretty awesome ...drinks, drinks & more drinks....
Letting my soul flow into the ambience and relax ...putting aside everything that depressed me .
Alley bar , LoOf , supperclub with great ppl...new year , new friends ;)

and is back to reality where I'm gonna work harder & defeat the old me.. yay

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Monday, January 4, 2010

According to you by Orianthi - Jer chOrds

Awesome song by Orianthi to start for the year =)

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.
According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

I need to feel appreciated, like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes? It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right.

Friday, January 1, 2010

01/01/10 - TW Reunion ;)

What an awesome day ...& I shall let the photos do the tokings..;)))