放不下

你好嗎　你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長

是不是　還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上

要堅強　我常常對著鏡子裏的人大聲講

雖然說　孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰

MSN上太多的路人甲

偶爾你也該上來說說話

想著你的溫柔　想著你的模樣　我放不下

都說過了再見　我們各自飛翔　各自長大

抱緊愛會掙扎　放開愛會心慌　神也很忙

到底要實現哪個願望離開你　那麼傻　可以後悔嗎

風很大　怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼

我很棒　一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮

每一天　發生的事情我都好想要跟你講

愛很怪　什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒

心裡最深的牽掛越想遺忘越不能忘

Good Life By One Republic (Jer chOrds)

Apologise, All the right move, Secret and now present you GOOD LIFE ! AWESOME SONG !

Woke up in London yesterday

Found myself in the city near Piccadilly

Don't really know how I got here

I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know

Address to places like Abbey Road

Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want

We're young enough to say

Oh this has gotta be the good life

This has gotta be the good life

This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight

Like this city is on fire tonight

This could really be a good life A good, good life

To my friends in New York, I say hello

My friends in L.A. they don't know

Where I've been for the past few years or so Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out

Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now

We all got our stories but please tell me-e-e-e

What there is to complain about

When you're happy like a fool

Let it take you over When everything is out

You gotta take it in

Hopelessly I feel like there might be something that I'll miss

Hopelessly I feel like the window closes oh so quick

Hopelessly I'm taking a mental picture of you now

'Cuz hopelessly The hope is we have so much to feel good about

Let's Just Fall In Love Again by Jason Castro (Jer chOrds)

Well fall disgustingly fast

And well stop hanging out with friends

And they'll be so offended

And I wanna fall in love with you again

I don't have t o try, Its so easy

Who needs to pretend?

Everyday, a surprise...

shOts @ Orchard - X'Mas Lighting part 1

Hope

I've lost the ability to think, to re-org my stuff and to pen down my thoughts...
Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness. ~Alfred Nobel
Recently, I've been hoping for the best yet preparing for the worst.
Fear and hope are somehow, inseparable and this moment I feel like giving up hope so I could feel much better...perhaps?

Anyway, before I end this entry..
Here is a birthday wishes from Sillypore to Grace ,happy 21st b'day & I hope you have a blast in brissy ! May the sweetest things fall right before your eyes ! loves =)

Meteor ShOwer

7 yrs ago, I encountered a couples of shooting star, I made a wish and it came true.
Few sec ago, I stood by the balcony & witness e meteor shower...

Will my simple wish come true ?

说谎 - 林宥嘉

別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難有些事情就不要拆穿

我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊

它帶你來　騙我說渴望的有可能有希望

La Roux - Not Your Toy

She's awesome ...!

5 degrees Celsius - 4.53am

Is 25 degrees Celsius in Sillypore yet it felt just like 5 degrees Celsius, at least to me .

Am giving some love to fibi who felt really cold where she start to snuggled under e blanket, she deserve some hugssss..

I miss a sec ago, an hr ago, yesterday and the day before yesterday.
Suddenly time doesn't seem like an luxury item to me , but a threat to me..It's scary..

Random thoughts on mind which I have to answer to it, just confuse me if you are unable to convince me pls... I'm dead tired..

Jer - Insecurity

Photo-shoot for Ryan @ Orchard Central

More photos @ FB

Never Knew I Needed by Ne-yo (Jer chOrds)

Moment - 1.08 am

Condition : NIL
Mood : NIL
Itune : NIL
Noise : NIL
Book on hand : NIL
Weather : NIL
Temperature : NIL
Smell : NIL
What's on mind : I'M GIVING UP MY FUGING LIFE!

Sunset @ my doOr step ..

Shots @ Tiong Bahru

Favorite Girl By Justin Bieber (Jer chOrds)

Love that voice of this song ?

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Tah da ...HE is only 15yrs old....

Family?

It's only a noun in my dictionary but meaning undefined.

What's a family ?

What does it mean ?

What's a kinship ?

What does it do ?

How does the same blood type related ?

How issit measure that it is thicker than water ?

When I turn to them , they decided to push me aside ...

When the world start collapsing on me, they watch me die...

it leave another scar on me once again..

Shortest days, longest nights = Winter

It whispers through the trees; it whistles, like a soft breath & each rain drop felt like hammers in miniature.
The cold wind blows & goes e natural essence of the rain. It clam me down a little perhaps.
The streets are wet almost every morning, umbrellas are seen everywhere & ppl are in their windbreaker.

It signal that Winter is here and so does the approaching festive season...
Am anticipating X'mas yet I feared upon hearing the tickling sound of the clock.
The secs passes so fast tt I'm reluctant to turn in early every night for another day is gone..just like tt.hah
I woke up, looked into e mirror, forcefully rubbed my eye like corpse looking asking myself : wassup for today ? awww..
Keeping my finger cross, minimize the disappointment toward everyone esp myself...

Could I ask for ..a little luck ?

black or white ? where's the line drawn ..

Pretty upset today b'cos of some distorted convo I encountered ...
Am playing the role of bad guy for I'm not able to stand firm on my point of view & speak up !
It remind me again that I'm such a coward, but think again, I doesn't want my opinion to cause any dispute to our relationship. you guys are great, but sadly, I cant stand along with u ppl blindly. I got to be brave & stand up for whom I think I should.
I could have salvage him or rather the whole situation, yet I allowed peers pressure to climb over me. damn! this shouldn't be the way... ;(

Thanks J.Lo for this sms (it gives me lotsa encouragement) :
Cheer up. Proud of u that u're able to stand by ur judgements. That's a gift, don lose it ;-)

No matter what price I'll be paying,I felt that there's a need to speak up for u... and I will..

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. ~ Mark Twain

If there's little lOve, I would proudly wanna announce it...
If there's little kindness , I sincerely wanna say thanks....
If there's little knowledge , I thank you for sharing....
If there's little help somewhere , my heartfelt appreciation goes to you ppl...

Woke up unwilling today for I was greeted by the blazing sunshine tt hit on my face...
I'm pissed by the ICA officer who doesn't allow me to apply for my application b'cos I'm unemployed ?!Well ...this seriously doesn't make any sense to me ! What if I currently studying in the day, does it mean I have to sell beer at night! crap ! Oh forget it .. I'll be stuck in sillypore & deny saying the national pledge ! catch me plsss....

Uh .. sorry for ranting, that's not the main purpose of this entry ..

Am grateful to JL for intro me a job lobang thou it doesn't suit me . Thank YOU.
Am grateful for this guy not naming him to protect his identity, for arranging an interview for me with another company in the same industry with much much higher paycheck.Also , thanks for mentioning to offer me money if needed with no obligation la ..
Am also grateful to Xiao bai who employed me to take photos for her sis on the day of ROM. din realised I could earn money so fast by taking photos !haha. Anyway , any interested parties who wanna join me understudy or watever .. u're most welcome ! Chances are realli hard to come by and I have long waited wanted to take such blissful photos... Thank YOU! who appreciate my shots!

I just wanna say thanks thou many will not be reading this.Perhaps just a note to myself that I have ppl who help me along my journey... and I'll rem this for life.

Deserve to or not ?

Look at what my fat & nutti Fibi has done to my Apple earpiece ! hurrr..she BITE & is spoiled now ! & She got awarded by my classmate, a shampoo for this coming x'mas ! wth !

And how dare you give me a black face for me smacking you uh!!

Show me some appreciation for that x'mas gift okie !! mind you !

That's better ! & ... u look really nutti ~ humpf

Need you nOw by Lady Antebellum - Jer chOrds

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

To me it happens all the time

I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all