Shut the door and draw e curtain..

''The dark ate me up'' That's was such a ironic statement I've made previously.
Conversely, It was the day which took my breathe away and all thanks to the quiet night that ease my mind nowadays. It's been 2 weeks living in hell & I had zilch idea how long more..

July was a whirlwind....

-I'm already sick of dragging the empty shell of mine to work everyday where my soul are nowhere to be found.

-It upset me to reject every single opportunity arise b'cos of time constraint.

-I'm reluctant to learn the rope at the new dep b'cos it sux completely.

-I'm tired of calling up some well establish organisation which screw my document up & I will not be courteous if there's a 3rd time...

When life is tough, show life tt I'm tougher..

I finally admit being defeated to anything almost everything...

All I want......

is to breathe easy...

God bless

情歌

我..我想唱歌

但只想唱...情歌.

Hush Hush by Pussycat Dolls - Jer chOrds

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
I never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.

I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.

And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
BecauseI don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeatedI know next to you is not where i belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say ..

Hush Hush Hush ~

jer's gratitude - Mr.R

9.58pm, the feeling started to set in, mixed emotion I've got; to smile or not...

My dearie Mr.R

- thanks for being so understanding ;)
- thanks for e sweets offered ;)
- thanks for your patient ;)
- thanks for your time taken ;)
- thanks for the ''smiley'' face you gave ;)
- thanks for cheering me up w/o fail ;)

Thanks for every single details which you took effort in doing in..
I'm honestly very grateful that I met you along my jOurney & I started to miss everything..

May lord be with you always....

Lotsa loves,
Jer

ignorance is not a bliss

1)

Anger at 'slutty' Starbucks logo
US coffee chain Starbucks has come under fire for a new logo that critics say is offensive and overly graphic.
The Resistance, a US-based Christian group, has called for a national boycott of the coffee-selling giant.
It says the chain's new logo has a naked woman on it with her legs "spread like a prostitute... The company might as well call themselves Slutbucks".
Starbucks says the image - based on a 16th century Norse design of a mermaid with two-tails - is not inappropriate.
Rather, the image is a more conservative version of the original Starbucks design, which hung above the chain's first store when it opened in Seattle's Pike Place Market in 1971.

(Contents taken from BBC News)

2)

Critics Cringe at Ad for Burger King's Latest Sandwich

The print ad for the "BK Super Seven Incher" — a limited time promotion in Singapore, a society known around the world for its strict government controls of social conduct — shows the "mind-blowing" sandwich near the open mouth of a wide-eyed, red-lipsticked woman accompanied by the suggestive tagline: "It'll blow your mind away."
"Fill your desire for something long, juicy and flame-grilled," the ad continues.

An advertisement for Burger King's latest sandwich leaves little to the imagination and should be discontinued due to "distasteful" and unappetizing references to oral sex.

(Contents taken from fox news)

If you think you know , in fact you don't

Missin e oldies...

Jer's chOrds goes......

- I dO it for you > Brandy

- The dance > Westlife

- Now and forever > Richard Marx

- yOu make me feel brand new > Boyz II Men

- If tomorrow never come > Ronan Keating

- Saving all my love for yOu > Whitney Houston

- Total Eclipse of the heart > Westlife

- Burn for yOu > John farnham

*Off e lights, gently close your eyes and relax...

I hope you all enjoy the song as much as i do....

if wasn't for you..

''Shifu, trust in the lord with all your heart & have the faith in it'' My disciple says to me every now and then.

I asked gOd very often- why am I always remain as a substitute one thing after another till the day I ran out of breath & I felt so tired of living...

He kept quiet & my thoughts ran wild....only then I realised that he send you to be there for me , my disciple, to wish me good nite when e dark almost eat me up.

I have hundred of crazy ideas on-going & thousand of words from my mouth trying to share..

None , took my words seriously; in fact they despise me , I know...

Jerry , dee & pen ... I'm blissful to have you ppl ard with me tonight till the wee hours..

The enthusiasm shown & the sarpork you ppl gave, perhaps are my only motivation at this point of time. I will definitely give it my best shot..

I randomly type this entry down only when I realised there's a smile hanging on when I thought of you ppl. Thanks...

I'm .....I'm outta here

It's thirty mins past eleven on a Sunday night.

I get real cranky easily & my temper haven't been good for the past few days.

I'm in a real weed state both physically and mentally..

Pardon me for leaving this blog alone for a few days cos I'm in a real bad place right now.

I need to get my feelings pertaining to.........into some sort of perspective and regroup.

I have to mask those feelings because they wont go away.

You get to see all of me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. To remove it would be hypocritical.

I’ll be back with plenty of stories.

A few sips, slip me away into a deep sleep.

*Great men say : Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness.In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.

Obsessed by Mariah Carey-Jer ChOrds..

Enjoy & have a fabulous weekend !

This week sux & thank gOd is all over.

Japan

Lesson 1

Fugu

Fugu (河豚, 鰒, フグ?) is the Japanese word for pufferfish and is also a Japanese dish prepared from the meat of pufferfish (normally species of Takifugu, Lagocephalus, or Sphoeroides) or porcupinefish of the genus Diodon. Because pufferfish is lethally poisonous if prepared incorrectly, fugu has become one of the most celebrated and notorious dishes in Japanese cuisine.

Some professional chefs prepare the fish so there is a minute amount of poison in the meat, giving a prickling feeling and numbness on the tongue and the lips. The most popular dish is fugu sashimi, also called Fugu sashi or tessa, sliced so thin that the pattern of the plate can be seen through the meat. These plates are often decorated in the form of a chrysanthemum flower which is significant in Japanese culture and symbolic of death.

Only specially licensed chefs can prepare and sell fugu to the public. The fugu apprentice needs a two- or three-year apprenticeship before being allowed to take an official test. The test consists of a written test, a fish-identification test, and a practical test of preparing fugu and then eating it. Only 30% of the applicants pass the test.

*Interesting har...will you give it a try ?

You think u know, in fact u don't...

去年的今天， 7月6日

倒数365天,仿佛又回到去年的今天。

7月6日，我停止了呼吸。

抹不去,擦不去,挥不去,终于带我来到今天。
思念如烟。。沉寂了，泪也流了一年，一切回到原点。

去年,7月6日，让一段情缘走远，划上了句号。
我依然哭泣挥着手说再见。

''对不起''。。你说的最后3个字。
不停在我脑海浮现。。
道歉的话请别在说。

因为想念，赶不走寂寞但我宁愿保持沉默

含泪写下的心言，我任燃定格在 7月6日这一天。

Jer -- 7月6日

凌晨0.57

暗恋 - jer chOrds

Listen to Z chen 2009 - 暗恋

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不想让你太难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界 搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些 什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果会发生什么 也是我想太多

啊好朋友 就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边 就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界 是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉 一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原
那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋

jer ： 歌词写得很棒。。

其实暗恋... 是很美的一刻..

Embark On A New jOurney

After weeks of anticipating.......

Purchase from ebay, shipping from Russia and now....tah da !!

Come with passport , box and ....

How abt a closer look!

Russian mechanical watch ORION, NEW MODEL 19 ruby jewels.
Two additional functional scales : Day/ Night ( Sun / Moon ) and 24 hours scale .
Movement ML 61 mechanism with antishock balance , palladium plated case (1-2nm).
Kvarz cristall.
Watch works for about 38 hours after a full windRear cover made from stainless steel.

P/s : This watch serve as a motivation for me to move on because no watch goes anti-clockwise ..

如果我們之間有1000步的距離，你只要跨出第1步，我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步。

做人有时候也必须学会主动，说不定对方正等待你跨出第一步呢？

~Manduku~

~Manduku~

Shan asked me to take a pic of the egg yOrk cos is Jansen fav & he cant get to eat.

0.O ~ Yum Yum !!

We're celebrating once again when Jansen is not ard..wahahaa