After coping myself at home for the past 7 days .. finally pen decided to wipe off the dust collecting on me . A random meet up with pen, bf, pp aka jerry @ Starbucks (all times fav) opposite Orchard Hotel Galleria. As usual , once we're out ..we only need to bring our mouth along.
We were even reluctant to leave Starbucks after they closed thus we move on to another spot , 24hrs Mac for another round of craps...

I was looking at bf holding on to her jacket with my brows frowning. Even thou I've asked her a million times why she bought this jacket but it just couldn't convince myself why did she ever wan to buy this jacket ! ??lolx... It just look ............ haha, no words could describe it.
what's more .. cos her head too big or rather the jacket is in the size of XS , she couldn't zip up to the top ! anyway that's me in the photo and with jerry disturbing hand sign.

Great nite buddies ..!! =)

How rare & wonderful is that flash of a moment when I realised u rem me..

In a state of melancholy mood on a Thursday night ... nothing could get any better than receiving your greetings from Aussie .

At times, a simple msg , e-mail from you to check how's life & work treating me are more significant than anything else.

I bet you had no idea how much it get me motivated & how it got a smile hanging on my face for the whole day !

You have surprised me in countless ways, although you may not be knowing it.

What more could I say .. you are simply awesome babe !

Loves =)

There's always a staircase, leading to where is always the question..

Very often , I asked myself : How far I've come ?

I think of all I've done and realised I have not exactly started.

I'm lagging far behind, not in comparison with my peers but myself.

Sometimes I focus so much 0n a far-0ff destination that it seem so unclear getting there.

Always confide in yourself, trust that you know what’s best for you even if you make a mistake. Don't be afraid cos I sae you can’t win until you learn how to lose.

Every step you take makes you who you are.When you’re not the one making decisions and not in control of your future, you’re just not you anymore

Though burdens that brings disappointment and pain,a summit lies ahead to gain.

Whatever challenges that lies ahead of us, ultimately we will overcome them or rather we have to.

At times, I get so exhausted thinking what lies ahead of me so I am ....

Taking one step at a time, to feel the gentle breeze across my face..
Taking one step at a time, enjoying the scenery ; cherishing every single moment in my life.

Taking everything one step at a time, eventually everything will work out without a doubt...

As one proverb goes " a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step.."

Will any kind soul pls enlighten me

I couldn't believe what I'm actually doing now ..
I went to dictionary.com to define the meaning between ''concerned'' & ''meddlesome''

The result shown :

Concerned
–adjective
1.interested or affected: concerned citizens.
2.troubled or anxious: a concerned look.
3.having a connection or involvement; participating: They arrested all those concerned in the kidnapping.


meddlesome
–adjective
given to meddling; interfering; intrusive.

Apparently I thought it was obvious that I knew the answer but not so...
Perhaps either I din noe how to express myself clearly or in the 1st place ,I shouldn't ; b'cos nobody cares abt wad the hell u r toking at the end of the day ...and yea , i just sux again ...-_-'

warped & twisted

Harsh words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open, hands are fisted

Deep inside I'm warped & twisted

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So many tricks & so many lies

Too many whens & too many whys

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, warped & twisted

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Sleeping awake & choking on a dream

Listening loudly to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number's unlisted

Lost in someone so warped & twisted

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On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted

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Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow

Today's just yesterday's tomorrow

The sun died out, the ashes sifted

I'm still here, warped & twisted

-

Skittles

Doesn't a rainy day makes you wanna snuggle in bed ?
Enjoying my hair being blown & meantime listening to my fav songs....

Was staying in the whole day but I wouldn't consider myself nua-ing away...

The sun was scorching hot hence I went for a swim....^.^

Loved the sun touches my skin, enjoyed being so carefree in the pool, gaze up the sky looking at the formation of the cloud, listening to bird chirping away ... all natural and nth else matters...With beautiful Flower.....& one of a million kind species appeared too ? Awesome colour isn't.. My lunch prepared by mum.....Time to work after lunch ...Pack my room ! now u see the mess ....

*look at the sky colour behind

and now you don't ! =)

Anyway I was listening to 91.3fm while packing .. they have this programme for ppl to confess their crush on others...so the DJ will call up the ger and ask her out on a date on behalf..It was rather funni and I was laughing alone in the room.. hee.

*look at the sky colour behind.. haha , din realise pack for so long

and my dinner ..I lOve u mummy!

That's not the end of the day ... PP gave me a VERY random call and say wanna come up my house for a while .. I tot wad happen sia ! kill time la .. haha, so we were watching sheng shiong show and keep saying the singer cmi ! oOps..lolx . We are also currently working on one mysterious case.. hahaa

Endless Love by Danny Gokey - A.I -Jer chords

~~Endless lOve~~

Jer says this is the best song on earth ever.

This version in my playlist is by Danny Gokey (American Idol 8). He has got a sexy voice and look ! hahaa
The way he deliver the song simply touched my heart thou I think rock song suit him more.
I believed this song he sang is dedicated to his wife who just passed away 4 weeks before he auditioned for ''idol'' =)

To me , What's love is all written in the lyrics ...

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And i
I want to share
All my love with you, No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
Ill hold you close in my arms
I cant resist your charms

And love, Oh, love
Ill be a fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind

cause you
You mean the world to me
Oh, I know
Ive found in you
My endless love

And, yes
Youll be the only one
cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And Ill give it all to you

The sun rise and set down everyday ..

这一场游戏对我而言, 已经累得快要支撑不住,喘不过气来了.

仿佛像打了一场很久的仗或是做了一场很久的恶梦.

已付出一切的一切的我,感觉就像在战场上被捅了一刀,很痛但却还活着.

在还没痊愈的我,你就已经时不时的在我的伤口上沙盐, 此刻原来心比伤口还根痛.

简捷的我才发现,我忘了把伤口包扎好.

但...眼泪不停的提醒着那永远的疤痕.

-

Jer-凌晨4.46

Yet another day, another week.

Is Friday and I've gt to work after office hour ! boo ~~

Went to T2 with my executive - Danny and Ivy to oversee a grp on their arrival.

This is staff canteen at T2

Pick up pointBalikpapan - MI 283 - Belt 31 - LANDED

and now is.....wait wait wait...

Here they come .. Pax Count 1,2,3...94,95,96 !Always enjoy listening to how the guide intro this little dot ! Finally they arrive ... Grand Central
Mission accomplished ! Time check - 8.45pm

Had a couple of drinks at ''Cable Car'' with Dan, Ivy, Shan & Jansen !

Pretty nice washroom they had ! keke

After drinks .. Jansen, Shan and me go la liang lor and we eat ''gong gong''...Cannot eat too much cos will become gong gong.. haha, ok .. a bit cold..

Again, I was proven how reality this world could gets ....

Some ppl look at your skin colour while others look at where you're made from..

Some look at your designation and also look at how experience you are to determine u.

I sat at one corner having an espresso before the long talk commerce and the above-mentioned was what I observed ! well folks .. This is the crew up stewpid world inside out !

Btw.. don't ever assume no one is looking at you , there is ! hahaa

Alright, I was actually attending a showcase at Shangri-La today .. and for those who know who I'm going with.. yes, I endure half a day of his craps as usual.I sometimes just wish I could dig a hole and hide my face. -_-'' boo...

Tower Ballroom

''Resort'' theme
Hee.. I like the coconut trees appearing in a ballroom...

They had health and fitness theme too , can try their massage on the spot sia ..

Buffet Lunch

Lucky Draw
Wah.. I must admit tt I really don have any luck in 4d , toto and lucky draw !
Sooooo many prize and I din win lor .. ever since 10000 years ago..lol. Heng arh ! I am used to not getting any prize .. lol but their prize are so attractive lor , I swear !! aww

Consolation '' prize ''
haha.... goodies bag la ! - Everyone gets it la...

Random Date

I had a random date with 2 colleagues of mine, Shan & Jansen .
Consider ourselves ''heng''... they kanna last mins meeting ..booooo..>.<'' Me,who knock off the earliest, 5.30pm have to wait for them till 6.30pm ! To kill the broadness... I snap my Giraffe lo.. It's actually a magnet .. cute to the max ! haha

Finally we decided to eat at Bugis, 旺角茶餐厅 to settle our stomach first .. 开动!!!

From the pic , Obviously got one blur sotong eat halfway den say : Ehz shyt .. i forgot to take pic lei... Anyway this set cost $16.90 with chix, pork, beef, fries,egg, one hotdog, some vege, one soup & one drink. Shan say the meat not tender enough ...

I ordered Portuguese baked rice with chix. - $ 11.90. btw got curry taste lei ..

Den we stroll down ....to Haji lane for Shisha session !!! weee

We settle down here as not much ppl, I scared later choke malu la .. can or not ! ppl first-timer lei ...
BUT someone else got chocked lor NOT me ! muwahaaa

Here actually not bad , the only shop with song and I believe is 91.3fm with all my fav song . hee .. but is a bit hot la .. btw this cost $15 dollar and can smoke for +/- 2 hrs.

SHIOK LA to the MAX ! lolx

We had Strawberry + Green apple flavour... sound like bubble tea, add pearl plsss.. lolOf course we need to find other activities ma .. so we played...

大老二

Blackjack Ok...ladies & gentlemen ! let me bring you to Genting ......Followed by Indonesia 蘇門答臘... LOL

Yap , that be will all for the day... I hope you guys enjoyed as much as I do . =)

Next time we try the sofa seats & more windy one hOkay ?!!

* Grace - You got me a warm surprise !! I'll be sure to bring u here for shisha when u're back =)

Recently , I've heard lots of ''separation'' .. too much to mentioned !
Be it divorces , break up or even fall out between siblings or some even involved violent.
That's definitely something I would last want to hear !
Someone it just got me ponder , how did everything come and goes at one times ?
It is just as simple like how did one customer walk into the store and follow by tonnes of ppl walking in as well and really got the sales promoter busy like nuts....*pissed off hor* =x
Up to date , I've heard 5 such stories and that really sux .. why there isn't any fairy tales story huh ? happily ever after ?.... no wonder is forever always childhood dream.
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Do you believe your life is pre-arranged by God or is within your control ?
4 million ppl in Singapore , 383 million ppl in the whole world ....
Meeting you was a fate , Loving you is a decision I've made and accepting me was a chance you gave. Of course I believe in you and me, and the faith in God . I rule my life !
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Well .. you might be surprise that many ppl still believe that their life is destined , governed by fate ..bah bah bah.
Why ?! Some just believe lor .. however some may have a certain level of ambiguity.
When things do not work out exactly what they wants , they tend to blame it on god la , their life la ..
In drama we often came across scences like someone shouting toward the sky '' 老天对我不公平‘’ .. haha .. (dramatic)
so to mean , they are not willing or rather not brave enough to face the reality lah . duh =x
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Sigh .. my friend called and told me she felt extremely emo over one of such issue.
I had no idea why but also kanna influence by her sia ! damn ! thus 老娘 heck care la ...going to eat ''Dao huay'' ... slurp !

If Today was yOur last day - Nickelback - Jer's ChOrds

The lyrics is beautifully written ! ~~EnjOy~~

my best friend gave me the best advice

he said each day's a gift and not a given right

leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind

and try to take the path less traveled by

that first step you take is the longest stride

.

if today was your last day

and tomorrow was too late

could you say goodbye to yesterday?

would you live each moment like your last?

leave old pictures in the past

donate every dime you have?

if today was your last day

.

against the grain should be a way of life

what's worth the prize is always worth the fight

every second counts 'cause there's no second try

so live like you'll never live it twice

don't take the free ride in your own life

would you call old friends you never see?

reminisce of memories

would you forgive your enemies?

would you find that one you're dreamin' of?

swear of the noun, the god above

that you finally fall in love

if today was your last day

.

if today was your last day

would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?

you know it's never too late to shoot for the stars

regardless of who you are

so do whatever it takes'cause you can't rewind a moment in this life

let nothin' stand in your way cause the hands of time are never on your side

if today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

could you say goodbye to yesterday?

为什么. 我....

有人无法看到美景，有人无法听见声音，有些人无法唱歌，无法倾诉，有人闻不到花香，有人不能四处跑动，有人没有脚穿鞋，为什么我还要不停抱怨. 我讨厌这样的自己.

有时我可以了解这世界，有时却一点也不懂.这究竟是为什么? 这就是世界的玄机吗?

为什么你说，我的缺点，也就是我的优点？我骄傲是因为我自卑？我外表坚强是因为我内心脆弱？我渴望成功是因为我害怕失败？我真的害怕一切.

为什么别人家孩子有那么大一幢房子，但我买不起? 我想是我没用.

为什么我听了一整天悲伤的歌，还是继续在听，而且打算只听这样的歌了. 我搞不懂.

为什么没有人真正了解我？我也不了解自己.

早知道会下雨，就该穿上雨衣带把伞，早知道会失败，就不要那么辛苦努力，早知道你不爱我，我就不要痴心地爱上你，早知道会受伤，就不该冒险。为什么人生事事不能早早知道？就算可以早点知道，那又怎样呢？不是早知道大家都要上天堂的吗？又何必太计较呢？为什么我的眼泪，只能躲在黑暗的电影院中才能流下？ 我什么都不想知道了.

快乐如此稀薄而短暂，悲伤却为什么总是绵绵不断？

Draft

Had no idea when I had this habit of supposedly texting my friend ended saving the msg in draft. As time goes by , msg increase tremendously in ''draft''. Have you ever encounter this before ?
Take today for example .. Initially I wanted to show my concern by texting a friend to take care on a trip..Seriously , it took me 10 mins to phrase my sentence and it was dump in draft at the end of the day. You must be wondering why issit so tought to get e msg across yea ?!
Somehow , I'm afraid that person might find me a nuisance or whatsoever ! probably nobody need my concern at all i guess. Thus, i learnt talking to gOd.
I realised that I doesn't even need to tell that person ; to show how much i do care but I knew God is watching over u, answering my prayer.

Dear father lOrd,

Please bless my friend, keep my friend safe.

In your name, Jesus. Amen.

Japanese man on world tour pedals 143,000km over 123 countries

He arrived in Malaysia by air from Sri Lanka on Thursday, and duly cycled from the KL International Airport to Kuala Lumpur where he spent the night.

He has been using the same trusty bicycle since starting out on his mission in Anchorage, Alaska, way back in 1998.

He has endured 300 tyre punctures and replaced the tyres 76 times, as he pedalled through 123 countries in all.
The Economics graduate from Osaka worked for six years in a construction company after graduating and saved US$50,000 (S$75,000) before embarking on a mission to realise his childhood dream.

"It is simply fascinating to feel the wind on my face when I cycle.
"I feel so free when I am on my two wheels. No one can control me, I can go anywhere I want," Nakanishi said during a brief interview at Menara Star here where he had cycled to.

The 39-year-old single, who speaks English, Spanish and a smattering of Portuguese, left Japan on July 23, 1998, to take on the challenge of pedalling across the world.
Since then, his two-wheeler has been his mobile home. He carries cooking equipment, a sleeping bag, tent and spare parts for his bicycle in seven bags.
Nakanishi puts up the tent whenever he wants to call it a day, and in some countries like Chile, the locals invited him to spend the night in their homes.
"In Europe, the hotel rates are very expensive so I travelled out of the city and slept inside my tent" said the tanned Nakanishi, who confessed to eating all kinds of food in his travels.
From here, Nakanishi will be cycling to Johor Baru en route to Singapore, from where he will head to Indonesia.

During his travels, Nakanishi has had the good fortune to meet with world leaders and interesting personalities, such as Nepali president Dr Ram Baran Yadav, football icon Pele, former US president Jimmy Carter, former Polish president Lech Walesa and the late Sir Edmund Hillary, the first person to conquer Mount Everest.
Made an honorary citizen of Peru, Bolivia, Venezuela and Moldova, the Japanese also endured bad experiences, such as contracting malaria in Kenya and children throwing stones at him in Ethiopia.

"Not once did I think of giving up. In fact, I am looking forward to moving on and seeing other countries," he added.
There are, however, countries that he wishes to visit such as Saudi Arabia and Libya but failed to apply for the visa.
Nakanishi also had to abandon his visits to Congo, Angola, Iraq and Afghanistan due to civil wars and internal conflicts.

He said he would visit about seven more countries by the year-end before wrapping up his tour.
"My parents and elder brother are waiting for me in Japan,
"I miss my family very much. Sometimes I'll send them postcard and keep in touch with them via Internet and email," he said.

Someone says

Someone says listening to the song by Kevin Kern (Enchanted Garden) album makes u relax.
Now I need to rest my mind & sleep...
I certainly hope someone is taking great care and resting enough ; are you listening to it too ?

Anyway, I'm watching A.I now, listening tO Danny singing my fav love song -Endless lOve-by Lionel Richie.. *thumb up* ^.^

GoOd & dreamless night folks...

*Jer chOrds <-- I inserted 2 of my fav tracks =)

I made nice coffee and I stinks...

Past 2 weeks was absolutely tedious...I had no idea how many cups of coffee I've made (not those instant sachet hor) and how many sticks I've light up to get myself focus during the wee hours.

P/s : Don ever be like me ! awww

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As usual , after a few days away from office ..the sian-est thingy on earth is clearing email ! -.-
Fortunately , there's smth that's making me looking forward to .. and yes , is the newly opened shopping mall (Tampinese 1) located next to Tampinese MRT..hiak hiak !

Oh.. by the way , the convo today I had with my colleagues in office is sibei de funni to the max ! hahaaa . IM rock !

Imagine myself laughing uncontrollably facing my desktop ! stewpid Jer ! lolx

Needless to say , we headed to Tampinese 1 ''kopitiam'' for lunchie once the clock strike 12.30pm! wah sei lo .. the mall *damn packed* sia .. ppl mountain ppl sea ah ~~hahaa

Thanks to Jansen & JL , we got a window seat ! lolx..

Shan, always ready for the camera.. hee

~~UNIQLO~~

* Cant wait to shOp ! After exam, first thing first after work is chiOng there. Here i come ..muwaha