Underworld

Been watching too much comedy movie & is time for some violent .. heihei.
By e way ... my IC was checked upon purchasing the movie tickets .. LOL (M18)

The Phone Call

When is the last time you had a great long chat ?
I was on the phone with J for 3 hrs plus, I rectify my problem & understood at e end of the day.
I told myself tt time could prove all , perhaps 1 , 3 , 5 yrs or even if it takes the rest of my life but apparently not so..b'cos i cant clap with my single hand.
At that point of time , my heart just sank to the rock bottom thou i was so persistent in my own way of thinking.
Somehow i felt really pleased , glad and relieved that you r better off with someone else and not facing all the work stress alone which i hates to see.
Well , at the very lease i know you are living off well ..=)
Dreamless night to yOu , J & forget about the devil , emo thingy ! awww....
我是你的朋友,知己..在也不是什么烂地雷了....

**Pen : Thanks for the ''stuff'' that you've got for me ... appreciate it ! kekee =)

Time check : 2.31

初三

Although i goanna report to work today but my holiday mood has not end yet...weeeeee

Another comedy movie worth watching ...
yOu ask if I'm happy ...... ?
I replied : VERY
A happy day ended with a 100plus ! kekee

初二

How about 初二 ?

Yea ! Catch this movie with PP , Pei wen and dee...

What do you expect for a movie during CNY ?!

Laughter of course and yes , worth watching i would say ..=)

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After Movie ... Pw offer to drive us down to wheelock place to la kopi ...& thanks to her (blur driver) , we only managed to bypass there cos she forgot to turn in ~ duh.. hahahaa

初一

whassup on 初一 ?

I'm glad i have my friends ard to spend this CNY ..
Every CNY , i'm alway all by myself and i hate this season thus i'm grateful to you ppl .
Thanks peepsssssss......

Headed to St James - ( Movida ) & Dbl O
Had whisky , beer , voldka , pOp .....the drinks that bring us to a climax .
The hits that bring us to the dance floor .... and pull us out from the reality .

Thanks Pen , Shirley , PP , Pei Wen , Grace , Hansen , Jones , Jess..
I hOpe you guys enjoyed.

除夕

As per our yearly traditions ...
Ryan , Vernon, Kris, Sandy and me will definitely go Chinatown temple & pray ...

Human are greedy by nature and yes , i am a human !

Here are my prayers ...

1) My mum to stay healthy & happy

2) All globies were to find new job and love their job

3) All schooling friends to pass their exam swee swee

4) Ryan & Vernon to stay loving 4ever..or to all couples in fact.

5) yOu to stay happy always
6) All prayers will be answered ! hahah

Continue smiling everyone =)
It reflect a smile back on my face when i see you smile & it just simply makes my day .

Pre - CNY Dinner

SteambOat + Dessert (Chocolate Fondue)

''19''

---------------CNY Lucky Draw 09------------



Prize no 19 is MINE !!!!
Don't you dare laugh ... better than nth hor !
Ladyluck is shinning toward me ....weee

''Jer Is Out Of Office ''

A nice quiet escape from the frenetic pace of its busy neighbour.

To listen to the ocean voices ebb and flow.

Lather on the tanning oil and come near the shore.

I was mesmerised and in thought

The ocean breeze going through my hair.

Playing in the cerulean tide, Watching the sun behind the horizon, so wide.

Looking at my skin getting brown and tan.

Silent except for the sound of gently lapping waves, Calmness prevails.

Put 2 slp...

Time : 0830 - 1730 (Jer was overloaded with work and screaming helplessly )
Time : 1900 - 2200 (Jer was knock out , done excessive thinking and a headace hit her)
Time : 2200-0000 (Jer hope something could put her to slp and never wake up anymore)
Time : 0000-01.35 (Jer was on e phone with Pen, Pen manage to ease the pain i had)
Time : 0200-4.00 (Jer was eating supper with Shirley , S. managed to be there for her)

Time check : 4.39am , Jer's mind are exploded with too much thought and she's too restless to think further.

Thanks palSs..
GoOd night !

Emptiness

An empty room can be so deafening, the silence makes me wanna scream & It drives me crazy.

I chased away the shadows of your name,but it couldn't save me & well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up, to watch it fall, like we meant nothing at all.

I gave and gave the best of me, But couldn't give you what you need.

You walked away, You stole my life, Just to find what your looking for.

And so I'm letting of everything we were, It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt

Sometimes you hold so tight, It slips right through your hands. Will I ever understand?

SinfOnia 09

Jer was honoured to be invited by Angeline to her performance at Esplanade ...

The whole concert was great and i swore i din fall alseep ! haha

3 cheers for yOu .. !! you go ger...

Anticipating ...

1.30 pm
Had game
Nua ....playing with dogs ..
Shopping ...
Steamboat at Geylang
12.00 am

& it’s back to reality where my tears remind me .....

?

Ppl often say ''yOu decide'' , ''yOu make your choice '' , ''up to yOu''
Can we really choose ? dO we really have a choice ?
I choose to be selfish but apparently i cant ....
is only your choice ... yOu force me to be a noble person which i really don't wish to be one.
I don wish ....

brOken Strings

It tears me up
i tried to hold but it hurts too much
i tried to forgive but it's not enough
to make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
i can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts and lies worse

The strOng wind that hit my face , dry my tears up .


What's left of me ?

I'm just a little too not over yOu

it never crossed my mind at all

that's what i tell myself

what we had has come and gone

you're better off with someone else

it's for the best, i know it is

but i see you sometimes

i try to hide what i feel inside & i turn around you're with him now

i just can't figure it out

tell me why it's so hard to forget

don't remind me , i'm not over it

tell me why i can't seem to face the truth

i'm just a little too not over you

Memories supposed to fade

what's wrong with my heart?

shake it off , let it go

didn't think be this hardship is down , moving on

maybe i regret everything i said

no way to take it all back

now i'm on my own

how i let you go

i'll never understand

Thoughts has been running on my mind and it buffles me ...
This pic was taken today and it show what's was on my mind ,read on ..

The jOurney that lies ahead may seem uncertain to me ...
But i console myself saying .. it may be full of beautiful surprise ....
The path seem dark and my heart was conquer by fear...
I carry the hope that the sun will shine on me one day ...
and lastly .. i told myself not to expect anything too high so u will not fall too deeply..
how does tt sound ? back to square one .... sigh !

I'm upset tt i cant be there for my friends when they need a listening ear due to my hectic schedules..
I tried way and means by reminding my friends that i'm always there but i'm totally defeated .
In fact , i'm not some kind of superwomen but just a ordinary mankind on earth .
I just sux and yes ...there's nth i could do about it ..

*Orientation Day*

Started my first Saturday of year 09 sweating out ...
It begun with badminton /12.30pm-2.30pm ..
Dinner with great ppls & great foods ..
MajOng / 7pm-3am ~ lose $48..
That's my wonderful life !

*Please forgive me for leaving w/o a word, I'm just petrified to leave you once I wake up .
I decide to back off before i am left with no choice unless i can choose to stay in your dream forever.Deceiving myself is a choice i made , but is all worth it .

Random Party w Random Ppl

Finally is party time...weeeeeee!!!
Received a call very randomly from pei wen at 10pm jio-ing me down to ''Dong Ba pub''
Initially , there were only Pei Wen , Wei Wen and me ...
To my surprise ... Pen , Fang , Hansen , Sarah turn up too
Pei Wen , i must say u have your way uh huh ... ;)
Drink , games , crap....... 3am o.O

* Pictures to be upload soon*

Comfort Zone

Greeting from Jermine on 01/01/2009 -3.26am

Happy New Year !!

Alright ppl, I just wanna share smth over here ...
Let's take a couple of mins to ponder over this issue before you mOve toward '09 ya ?!

Are you in your comfort zOne ?
When coasting in our comfort zones, we don't grow. We continue to do more of the same.Maintaining a comfort zone can, paradoxically, lead to discomfort in the long run. If by being comfortable we avoid important life issues, internal tension accumulates.Eventually, as both internal and external pressures for change persist, the "comfort zone" ceases to serve us.

Are you loving someone who you cant live without or someone you can just live with ...is he/she the right choice ?
Are you loving your job with passion or just simply you get paid for working ?!
dO you have any wishes /tasks which are not fulfilled yet ?! What's holding you back ?!
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Did my words knock some sense into yOu ? ..well .. you decide your path.

I sincerely wishes all my friends lucks in their endeavour , studies ..etc etc
Most importantly .. be happy =)